Sounds like a mess, you have options, first off, try piloting your efforts at the actual God instead of one son or the angels, Second, one of the joys in life is there is usually something to do, this is what your facing, you have gotten wrapped up in this clout of spirit and attacks, and you should get out. First off, take something comforting and reminding you of God, and carry it with you whenever you want to feel with One. Get to places you aren't familiar with, and take it slow, remember you can decide what you do first, don't get caught up in what is allowed to do or not do, do what you want and if you find the oppurtunity to do what God wants you to do it if you decide to (refuse getting "bacon on the" or "lying to your" other near person), and take it simple and good, have attention to what you think you want to do and "Have to definitely" do, perhaps do what you want and not what you "have nmust" if you aren't going to perhaps die afterward, this will give you a give of what is you and not you in the day.
Once you have figured out what is you and not in your head, it comes pretty simple to resist the demons which are on you these days. Then it becomes a matter of refusing them in your head if the thing doing this to you was a person you'd tell them to go off, so why would you go along with these d-ings. THen, resist them when you can, and request from God what you can't take care of then. Don't get depressed over it, you have something to done.
It's becoming much harder to wake up now too. I do hope I can recover from this deep depressive episode. Thank you again so much for your comment. You are such a blessing 