I do believe there is a God but why would it be so confusing for other people think their religion is all i am really struggling to believe. One minute I do then the next boom no such thing,(its a fabricated story) why couldn't God and jesus just prove himself to me or us who truly believe this has made me doubt terribly but im the least expected guy to believe because ive always acted the big guy drugging it but i stopped everything all thanks to what i beleive God but why would religion be so difficult why are we here why didn't God make a sin free world i know all about agency i believe it is and free choice but come on can anyone see my struggle its breaking me apart wasting my life look into stuff obsessively. Thank you for reading this to the bottom if you did. God bless,
Good questions and probably everyone has had to face these same questions and weakness in faith.
There is a answer for almost everything you seek. The question is will I search for the answer?
God has gave us way more than enough to know he is real. But where do we look first? Gods words to you explain who God is and the personality of God.
The scriptures will open your eyes to who God is. And you will begin to see evidence of God all around you.
You will see God in nature, beauty, history, science, space, the creation of human anatomy, laws of physics, law of nature(moral law), math is said that everything in the world has a equation that shapes its existence, our human dna holds more information than books stacked to the moon, our dna also has its own way to tranfer information that without the code it would be impossible, plus it has this repair process that literally travels up and down the dna to fix tears, or how blood clots to stop bleeding, or how our immune system protects us from millions of diseases and illnesses.
In space if our planet was just a little farther in one direction we would burn up, if it was the other we would freeze.
This proves of a intelligent creator not a explosion that creates intelligent very detailed things. Every explosion i ever seen creates destruction.
We have these laws in our universe that are not written. Law of physics and a moral law. Probably others that i have not named. But the very real one we can feel is the moral law within us. This moral law our moral compass that everyone in the world has a sense on the basics of right and wrong. Most all can agree stealing, lying, and murder, etc is wrong. Most all can agree honor, courage, honesty, fidelity, etc is right.
For this to be written in our hearts there must be a intelligent law maker and a higher deity to judge what is right and wrong.
History has tons of archeology, eye witness accounts, secular eye witness accounts, other countries speak of a flood, Egypt historically documented the plagues, the bible talks of multiple droughts that are historically documented in other countries historical documents. Jesus was real, Jesus was crucified, and eye witnesses proved it. Plus the quick spread of Christianity was a clear sign of something major had happened and even to the point the emperor of rome eventually converted to Christianity which is amazing because emperors was thought to be gods themselves.
We can go on and on. But the only way to see God is to understand who God is.
The answers are there, God gave us more than enough to believe. We just have to be willing to seak.
God tells us to ask for wisdom and understanding. God tells us to search the scriptures. Everything i just said is linked into scripture in some way.
Hope this helps.
