Realize what you want and need. No? You can receive Christ, and your eternal life is guaranteed, but that doesn't mean you will go to heaven immediately. Nope. Most people in Christ get to wake up everyday to fresh divorces they haven't heard about and never will... yet they still happened. Who knows how many passed away while Christians slept through the night last night, etc. You get to accept many many people will never be saved and many will be. Well who is saved? Who isn't? You should know to an extent, right? So. Yeah. There's you, and you get to make lots of choices, and the choice you make should always be the best one. So many people, maybe even Christians, will totally disrespect you undeservedly, if anyone deserves that... And it will happen again and again and again, perhaps from all directions . Your friends and enemies become clearer... And you want and need to handle that a certain way. So many salesmen of deception will come to get you to buy their lie about you and others. Don't buy what they're selling., or your following actions will either contribute to something awful... Or you'll just expect and prepare for something that isn't coming.