So this post is probably not going to make much sense.. I just need to get my feelings out..
This song speaks to me so much, It randomly came into my mind tonight and I found myself singing it over and over..
This song is amazing.. I need God so much, In June the teen bible study at my church went on a spiritual retreat camping.. It was such an amazing experience I really felt God's presence there.. I love retreat type things where your surrounded by those who who are going through the same struggles almost.. like Its just you can feel God. I hate when I get home (to a non christian environment) it all fades away.. there is just so much I could say about this song and how it makes me feel.. but I can't seem to find the words. I started going to church when I was 3 around the same time the abuse started and He was always the only thing that kept me going.. I remember times where I was being hurt and I spent that time in Prayer for him to protect me.. There has been times where I didn't feel him fully there but I knew he was there and I was always able to find him again.. but this time I just can't grasp onto him.. I try so hard.. I try to get back into reading my bible.. I go to church every Sunday and I listen to pretty much only Christian music.. I need him in my life again.. TBC
WiTtY
This song speaks to me so much, It randomly came into my mind tonight and I found myself singing it over and over..
"Who Am I"
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You're
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You're
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours
This song is amazing.. I need God so much, In June the teen bible study at my church went on a spiritual retreat camping.. It was such an amazing experience I really felt God's presence there.. I love retreat type things where your surrounded by those who who are going through the same struggles almost.. like Its just you can feel God. I hate when I get home (to a non christian environment) it all fades away.. there is just so much I could say about this song and how it makes me feel.. but I can't seem to find the words. I started going to church when I was 3 around the same time the abuse started and He was always the only thing that kept me going.. I remember times where I was being hurt and I spent that time in Prayer for him to protect me.. There has been times where I didn't feel him fully there but I knew he was there and I was always able to find him again.. but this time I just can't grasp onto him.. I try so hard.. I try to get back into reading my bible.. I go to church every Sunday and I listen to pretty much only Christian music.. I need him in my life again.. TBC
WiTtY