i had a horrible test yesterday. i feel really bad. i prayed before the exam for me and my friend( who isnt even christian, she's hindu) and still...
it was really frustrating. it seems like some ppl get along just fine in class without God and here i am dependant on God( yes i study too) and ...does it really matter? plus what will my friend think? she may think that praying to God doesnt make a diff.
btw..its my third yr of med..and im having trouble balancing my life. with church and fam and studies. i give a lot to God and when stuff like this happens, i think maybe i should just ease up on the weekly services and maybe sunday school teaching. but my wiser self says, what is more important? and in fact, who is more important?
we all know we should put God first. in theory its easy. but in practice....