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I just feel like a rant at the moment, so here goes.
Friends - what's a friend? Is it REALLY just someone to hang out with when you're bored, because I always thought it was more than that... But I'm beginning to see that friends are merely a convenience thing...apparently. Wait until you're sick or in some way hindered from going to them and see if there's anyone left. It really sucks to be honest, and I guess I can't understand, because I'm not that kind of 'friend'. I've always been one to drop everything and come running if someone needs anything. But here I am in need of a friend, and no one is anywhere to be found...haven't heard from my 'friends' in weeks and it's more than just a little frustrating. But gosh I wouldn't want to inconvenience anyone, goodness no. *sigh* I know God has a plan for this ailment I'm under, and He'll never put on me more than I can bear without providing and way to stand up under the pressure....but I'm REALLY not seeing that way of escape right now.
Friends - what's a friend? Is it REALLY just someone to hang out with when you're bored, because I always thought it was more than that... But I'm beginning to see that friends are merely a convenience thing...apparently. Wait until you're sick or in some way hindered from going to them and see if there's anyone left. It really sucks to be honest, and I guess I can't understand, because I'm not that kind of 'friend'. I've always been one to drop everything and come running if someone needs anything. But here I am in need of a friend, and no one is anywhere to be found...haven't heard from my 'friends' in weeks and it's more than just a little frustrating. But gosh I wouldn't want to inconvenience anyone, goodness no. *sigh* I know God has a plan for this ailment I'm under, and He'll never put on me more than I can bear without providing and way to stand up under the pressure....but I'm REALLY not seeing that way of escape right now.