I am never gonna get married I've started cutting again go am so depressed I haven't left my room in a month I want to so badly kill myself Andy mother hates me she cares more about work than me and she buys my love and I hate that every time t try to talk to she either goes to work or doesn't want to hear it and I'm alone in this world and I want to be done living on it
I don't want to be here anymore
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Please right now go get your Bible and open it to John 3:16 you may even have this verse memorized. Even when it seems like no one else loves you God does. Your mother loves you too, but when you get as depressed as you sound your perception of things are not right. How do I know? I've been where you are. No I didn't cut myself, but I did isolate myself and feel as though I were all alone and that the world would be a better place without me. I was wrong and it is called stinking thinking. You are wrong also in the way your mind is thinking right now.
You are loved and we need you to stay here there is someone that you know right now who needs you and your friendship. Please seek outside counseling and if you feel that you would do serious harm to yourself tonight please look up a phone number and call a Canadian suicide line and talk with someone. You are not alone. Jesus is with you right now and your guardian angel is there also. Just call His name and ask for help and you will receive it.
Dear Father in Heaven
Please help Hellokitty right now and let her know how much you love her. Help her to seek help. I pray in Jesus Name Amen.
You are loved and we need you to stay here there is someone that you know right now who needs you and your friendship. Please seek outside counseling and if you feel that you would do serious harm to yourself tonight please look up a phone number and call a Canadian suicide line and talk with someone. You are not alone. Jesus is with you right now and your guardian angel is there also. Just call His name and ask for help and you will receive it.
Dear Father in Heaven
Please help Hellokitty right now and let her know how much you love her. Help her to seek help. I pray in Jesus Name Amen.
Hellokitty, please click on these two links and read them!! They are about my struggles with depression and suicide--a LIFELONG battle.
1.) http://christianchat.com/miscellaneous/95082-suicidal-thoughts-loss-loved-ones-suicide.html
2.) http://christianchat.com/miscellaneous/94727-depression-ladybugs-true-story-dark-vs-light.html.
I know my story will help you.
God bless you, sweetie! Please feel free to pm me anytime. 
God wants you to live, think about how He feels. Life is a lot worse for other christian in the world. You'd break a lot of hearts if you killed yourself.
1 Peter 4:12 - Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened unto you:
Philippians 4:7 - And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.
1 Peter 3:14 - But and if ye suffer for righteousness' sake, happy [are ye]: and be not afraid of their terror, neither be troubled;
Job 5:17-27 - Behold, happy [is] the man whom God correcteth: therefore despise not thou the chastening of the Almighty
Psalms 127:2 - [It is] vain for you to rise up early, to sit up late, to eat the bread of sorrows: [for] so he giveth his beloved sleep.
1 Peter 4:12 - Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened unto you:
Philippians 4:7 - And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.
1 Peter 3:14 - But and if ye suffer for righteousness' sake, happy [are ye]: and be not afraid of their terror, neither be troubled;
Job 5:17-27 - Behold, happy [is] the man whom God correcteth: therefore despise not thou the chastening of the Almighty
Psalms 127:2 - [It is] vain for you to rise up early, to sit up late, to eat the bread of sorrows: [for] so he giveth his beloved sleep.
Here's a site that may help you Canada Suicide Hotlines - Suicide.org! Canada Suicide Hotlines, Canada Suicide Hotlines, Canada Suicide Hotlines, Canada Suicide Hotlines! it may help you to talk to someone personally and this site offers some resources for that. I know I am not going through the same stuff as you but when my OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder) was bad talking to a doctor helped and the medication has worked wonders for me. Talking to someone helped because it felt like I wasn't in this alone and was talking with someone who wanted to help. I wish you the best here and you are in my prayers
M
You are loved more than you'll ever know. We are your brothers and sisters and we care very much about what is happening with you. Jesus loves you so much he died for you!
I'm guessing life is also pretty tough for your mother, she is probably tired from all the work and may also feel she can't take much more of what life it throwing at her. It may seem she doesn't care but trust me she does...she is your mother!
Taking one's life is never the answer and years from now you won't believe you once contemplated it. Think about what life would be without you. Your mother would never forgive herself and most likely would never recover from losing you.
Please seek help, you need to talk to someone who can help you.
Praying for you.
I'm guessing life is also pretty tough for your mother, she is probably tired from all the work and may also feel she can't take much more of what life it throwing at her. It may seem she doesn't care but trust me she does...she is your mother!
Taking one's life is never the answer and years from now you won't believe you once contemplated it. Think about what life would be without you. Your mother would never forgive herself and most likely would never recover from losing you.
Please seek help, you need to talk to someone who can help you.
Praying for you.
T
Please consult a doctor about your depression like symptoms! It is easy to heal at that stage.
You are a nice woman who should easily find a lovely mate. However, the probability of getting married is usually zeros when you stay in your room.
The world is waiting for you. Go out with your friends and have some fun! Do volunteer works; serve your church, etc.! This is where you will find the love one.
I might also be a good idea to get a job, take an apartment and be on your own. Very valorizing as you will see.
You are a nice woman who should easily find a lovely mate. However, the probability of getting married is usually zeros when you stay in your room.
The world is waiting for you. Go out with your friends and have some fun! Do volunteer works; serve your church, etc.! This is where you will find the love one.
I might also be a good idea to get a job, take an apartment and be on your own. Very valorizing as you will see.
God will maketh a way when there seemeth to be no way. He will guide you, and lead you in the correct path, even when you think there will never be a path. God loves you and that would be the last thing he wants you to do is hurt, or kill yourself. He loves you and he is always with you. Every time you hurt yourself it hurts him, to know how much pain you are in. But God will always be there for you, because he loves you. He loves everyone even if they are full of sin. He still loves them because he made them. You are his child. I don't want you to hurt yourself anymore. I would like for you to Personal Message me sometime if possible, so I can chat with you, and help guide you closer to God, and just show you how much he loves you.
M
Hellokitty123,I also have gone through depression. I understand your pain. I also wanted to die in the past, but a year ago I almost died in a car accident and I begged God to let me live and I did. Sweetheart, you are a beautiful person. You are fearfully and wonderfully made. I know you want to be noticed and loved but Christ loves you just as you are. I'm sorry it seems like your mom doesn't have time for you. You are a precious jewel. God is with you. In your home, at the store, everywhere. He wants to be your friend and the deepest love you can imagine. Please don't kill yourself. This life gets better. Satan wants you to give up. But Christ died to give you life & to the fullest. Refuse satan & his lies! you seem young & maybe your hormones are not straightened out. I know, because I had crazy hormones and my doctor prescribed me medicine. So maybe try to ask a doctor? The Lord spent time making you & He knows the wonderful plans He has for you."Eye has not seen, nor ear heard, nor have entered into the heart of man the things which God has prepared for those who love Him." 1 corinthians 2:9 God is only positive & good. And He can only do good. Try to think more positive. Don't even let a bad thought come into your mind. If that bad thought comes into your mind, turn it around. Tell yourself that it is not true. Tell yourself "I am attractive, I am kind, I am lovable, I am worth it, I am successful. " I know it seems silly but the more you hear it, the more you believe it. I promise it works because it is working for me. You are God's precious child. He loves you. But if you kill yourself, you won't have hope to be with Him because that is murder. You would be trying to take the place of God. So please darling hang in there. Don't let satan do this to you & tell you these lies. Prove him wrong and become the best, happiest person you can be. ♥ Someone out there is going to be very happy to have you. Much love to you.
M
Hellokitty123,I also have gone through depression. I understand your pain. I also wanted to die in the past, but a year ago I almost died in a car accident and I begged God to let me live and I did. Sweetheart, you are a beautiful person. You are fearfully and wonderfully made. I know you want to be noticed and loved but Christ loves you just as you are. I'm sorry it seems like your mom doesn't have time for you. You are a precious jewel. God is with you. In your home, at the store, everywhere. He wants to be your friend and the deepest love you can imagine. Please don't kill yourself. This life gets better. Satan wants you to give up. But Christ died to give you life & to the fullest. Refuse satan & his lies! you seem young & maybe your hormones are not straightened out. I know, because I had crazy hormones and my doctor prescribed me medicine. So maybe try to ask a doctor? The Lord spent time making you & He knows the wonderful plans He has for you."Eye has not seen, nor ear heard, nor have entered into the heart of man the things which God has prepared for those who love Him." 1 corinthians 2:9 God is only positive & good. And He can only do good. Try to think more positive. Don't even let a bad thought come into your mind. If that bad thought comes into your mind, turn it around. Tell yourself that it is not true. Tell yourself "I am attractive, I am kind, I am lovable, I am worth it, I am successful. " I know it seems silly but the more you hear it, the more you believe it. I promise it works because it is working for me. You are God's precious child. He loves you. But if you kill yourself, you won't have hope to be with Him because that is murder. You would be trying to take the place of God. So please darling hang in there. Don't let satan do this to you & tell you these lies. Prove him wrong and become the best, happiest person you can be. ♥ Someone out there is going to be very happy to have you. Much love to you.
M
I just looked at your picture on your profile and you are flawless! You have such pretty glowy skin & your dark eyes & hair is beautiful. The Lord's stamp of approval is already on you. Someone will appreciate you. Thank God for the way He created you. That makes Him happy. Because when we point out our flaws, it hurts God. We really don't have flaws. Everyone is unique and different In their own way. God makes NO mistakes. He didn't make a mistake when He created you.
I too, am very alone.but we are alone right now for a REASON. You are here for a REASON. do things that make you happy and try to stay busy doing things that are good.The only ones who lose, are the ones who quit. Don't quit! Your life is too valuable for that. When Christ died on the cross, you were in His mind. He knew you would need hope of life &redemption,He knew you would need a friend and true love. There is nothing wrong with you. It is never too late to have a wonderful life. you are worth waiting for, loving, and cherishing. God will bless you with someone if you will delight yourself in Him. Sorry I just had to add all of that. May God bless you ♡♥♡
I too, am very alone.but we are alone right now for a REASON. You are here for a REASON. do things that make you happy and try to stay busy doing things that are good.The only ones who lose, are the ones who quit. Don't quit! Your life is too valuable for that. When Christ died on the cross, you were in His mind. He knew you would need hope of life &redemption,He knew you would need a friend and true love. There is nothing wrong with you. It is never too late to have a wonderful life. you are worth waiting for, loving, and cherishing. God will bless you with someone if you will delight yourself in Him. Sorry I just had to add all of that. May God bless you ♡♥♡
Please read!: Help for the Cutter!
Feelings can change over time, but death is definately not the answer. Killing yourself escalates your pain now to a place that is MUCH worse (e.g. Hell for eternity).
And do know that you are worth something! -
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p9PjrtcHJPo
Praying for you.
Feelings can change over time, but death is definately not the answer. Killing yourself escalates your pain now to a place that is MUCH worse (e.g. Hell for eternity).
And do know that you are worth something! -
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p9PjrtcHJPo
Praying for you.
B
Hellokitty123; I'm not gonna say I understand because irony and it drives me insane when people say that. But I will say this, I also has days where I just fit feel like Carib about life anymore. I was cutting in 8 grade and wanted to
commit suicide frequently throughout high school. But here's the thin my friend and I always said. Those thoughts in your head they are the devil using his most powerful weapon of doubt and trying to make you feel like your life isn't important. That's him trying to gwt you I turn away from God. Find the person you trust most and tell them. I had y football coach and his wife and members of their church pray over me a couple times and y friend at school one day when I just felt like wasted space. Also I have this boo called promises for graduates and it has bible verses on all sorts of things. Luke Gods love and how he will always help you overcome your hardest battles. God only gives his hardest battles to his oughest soldiers. It may not be much but what I say is every time you start to feel down and out and want to start cutting just remember that God made you perfectly even if you and the world just see imperfections God sees someone who is perfect.
Dear Heavenly Father,
help hellokitty123 to know that She is loved and valued and help her to overcome any and all obstaclesthat she may face in this crazy roller coaster type life. Let her know that even when things are hard you're always on her side stronger than any army or obstacle that could come against her. Give her the strength and knowledge and everlasting love that is more powerful than anything here on earth and that only you can give. Give her these hints that she can walk away from all battles feeling victorious and stronger than eve before.
Hellokitty123 of you need anything go ahead and message me. I'll try to help in any way humanly possible. You are loved by God. Never forget that and never forget he gave us brothers and sisters in Christ so that we can hav people to talk to. It's wired to think about the fact that through Jesus we have family all over the world.
commit suicide frequently throughout high school. But here's the thin my friend and I always said. Those thoughts in your head they are the devil using his most powerful weapon of doubt and trying to make you feel like your life isn't important. That's him trying to gwt you I turn away from God. Find the person you trust most and tell them. I had y football coach and his wife and members of their church pray over me a couple times and y friend at school one day when I just felt like wasted space. Also I have this boo called promises for graduates and it has bible verses on all sorts of things. Luke Gods love and how he will always help you overcome your hardest battles. God only gives his hardest battles to his oughest soldiers. It may not be much but what I say is every time you start to feel down and out and want to start cutting just remember that God made you perfectly even if you and the world just see imperfections God sees someone who is perfect.
Dear Heavenly Father,
help hellokitty123 to know that She is loved and valued and help her to overcome any and all obstaclesthat she may face in this crazy roller coaster type life. Let her know that even when things are hard you're always on her side stronger than any army or obstacle that could come against her. Give her the strength and knowledge and everlasting love that is more powerful than anything here on earth and that only you can give. Give her these hints that she can walk away from all battles feeling victorious and stronger than eve before.
Hellokitty123 of you need anything go ahead and message me. I'll try to help in any way humanly possible. You are loved by God. Never forget that and never forget he gave us brothers and sisters in Christ so that we can hav people to talk to. It's wired to think about the fact that through Jesus we have family all over the world.
A
I have struggled with depression before and this really touched my heart. I hope that things are improving since I came in a bit late on this thread. if not, if you ever need to talk, message or chat... you can contact me if you'd like. I know how much depression can take hold of you. Its a constant battle. You have to will yourself to live. This really concerns me. I will be praying for you.