For the past few months,been confused and struggling in my life and without any second thought I've ask myself..was God asleep when I made my decisions that's causing my struggles today or was he tired when I was in pain and keep on calling His name..?
I think this section i highlighted is the key. We have free will from God to make our own choices. If YOU make a bad choice how can you blame God for this? These are
your choices.
People often say God wasn't there, but is it that He wasn't there, or that He didn't answer the way you wanted or expected? Were you looking for some sudden end to your suffering? Some miracle that just makes it disappear? God works through people, and the world around us in general. God allows us to go through hard times because in those hard times is when we grow and stretch and learn. That's not to say He abandons us to our suffering. Just why He doesn't always make things magically disappear. And sometimes we fight against the things He brings us to help us.
For example, a girl came on the forums recently with a problem. She said she felt God had lead her here to get answers to her problem. She had a number of people all give her the same answer. It was obvious God had spoken to her. But she didn't like the answer, and rather than accept what God was telling her, she tried to get everyone to change their viewpoint to support what She wanted. So if she continues to ignore what God told her it will be her fault when she gets hurt. But who will she blame? Herself or God? Most people blame God when they make their own bad choices.
So maybe He was there and you just chose not to listen to Him?