God please erase me

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jangel

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basta remember mo dom, kahit hindi mo kami kilala dito, we care for you and lalong lalo na si God. Gusto ko ishare ang vid na to... [video=youtube;aqG9_acZbZA]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aqG9_acZbZA[/video].
 
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twotwo

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next year 2015 i'm planning to commit it (if you know what i mean)
i want to tell god to erase me
im having a hard time dealing with life
i don't have a job,a girlfriend (torpe ako),im ugly, etc.
i don't want to be tested, i don't want to be punished in hell
i don't want to be a part of god's plans or life experiment
i just want to tell god that why he created me?
i don't want to feel pain,emotional pain,depressed,sad,lonely,bitter,jealousy,despair and more
i feel all of that since i was just a kid until now
i know i have the right to tell this to god because i don't ask to be created, i didn't ask for life, i don't want life.
It looks like a depression. A physical sickness affecting your brain.

I strongly recommend that you consult a doctor.

They will do miracle for you. Promise!

In Jesus your best friend!
 
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twotwo

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#23
Praying and fasting that the Lord intervene!
 
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Brighthouse

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I cannot make you do anything bro,but if you take your own life,I am sorry will not cut it! Do not let the enemy treat you as a Judas! Get down off the chair,and remove the rope from your neck! I know life is tough!! Jesus has already spoken to you through more then one person here,and who are any of us to say you have not seen him already??( Hebrews 13:2)

A man once i knew fell into a very large ditch,must have been about 20 feet deep! A man stopped by and tossed him a rope,and tied it to a tree for him to get out,but he remained there? The man who threw the rope asked him why he is not getting out,he said i am waiting for Jesus himself,the man said is the fact that Jesus who does live within me, not good enough for you?? Many will also be hurt if you pass on becoming accountable bro! There are no take backs once a life has ended,i encourage you to remain,there is much to do,and many blessing also for you to receive!( heb 13:15-16!)
 
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Naku...parang hindi ko na kayang manahimik at manuod nalang. Sa totoo lang matagal ko nang alam yung concern mo dahil sa iyong first post. Noong nabasa ko yon....pinag-pray ko talaga ikaw kahit hindi naman kita kakilala. habang parating na tayo sa 2015...parang kinakabahan ako... kasi baka gagawin mo iyon. Naku boy....HUWAG !!!! Mas malala pa hahantungan mo dyan...sa impyerno talaga bagsak mo at forever pa. Ganun din ako dati I tried to end it all but God put fear in my heart kaya hindi maituloy ang aking mga balak...kasi Parang buhay na buhay ang impyerno sa isip ko habang naisip kong magpakamatay. Try seek God in yourself...kahit gaano ka na kabored in your life ituloy mo lang ang pag-seek sa kanya. Magpray ka in your own prayer...maging honest ka sa kanya...i-try mo lahat...pour out mo yong lahat na hinanakit mo sa Panginoon...Sabihin mo..Jesus pagod na pagod na ako ...ikaw na ang bahala sa buong buhay ko. Talagang makararating yan kay Jesus !!! magbasa ka rin ka ng Bible paminsan-minsan ...kahit gaano kaboring...ituloy mo lang...magbibigay ito sayo ng lakas na hindi mo man lang namamalayan...hanap ka rin ng sarili mong church....yong on fire church talaga na naniniwala sa trinity.

Cguroy kilala mo si Dr Hayden kho jr. Walang taong hindi nakakilala sa kanya dito sa philippine simula nang pumutok yong scandal. Alam mo bang " Born again" na siya ngayon....binago ang buhay niya ng Panginoon. 2 times siyang nagcommit ng suicide pero unsuccessful kasi nag-intervened si God kaya hindi siya natigok. Alam niyang imposibleng mabuhay siya nun. 30 pcs of valium at yong pangalawang suicide 30 pcs of ecstacy ....3 days lang siyang comatose pero nagising pa rin siya at walang man lang brain damage at kong anuman...kaya imposible talaga....kaya naisip ni hayden na may higher power talaga somewhere. atheist kasi siya. kaya simula nun nag-seek siya kay God hanggang sa matagpuan niya si Jesus ... Wala talagang imposible sa Panginoon. Basahin mo na lang buong testimony ni hayden sa site ng 700 club or cbnasia.org .....may video doon...si alex tinsay at mirriam quiambao ang nag-interview....ok God bless !!!
 

Tinkerbell725

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Domdom sayang ang buhay mo. Bakit di mo yan ialay kay God? Ayon pa sa kanta, " ang iyong pagdaramdam, idalangin mo sa Maykapal na sa puso mo ay mawala ng lubusan" God listens. If you end everything now, you will never know what the future may bring. God has great things in store for you. You were chosen by God to suffer for His Glory. It is an honor to be chosen. In the end He will lift you up. How can God display his Glory when you will not let Him by ending it all. Hindi tayo ang bida sa buhay na ito...si God ang bida kaya dapat ipaubaya mo na ang mga problema mo sa kanya. Wag mo nang problemahin. Magtiwala ka lang sa kanya. Utang na loob, please, maghunos dili ka. Magiging maayos din ang lahat. Kung nalulungkot ka, maging busy ka, mag exercise ka, tumulong ka sa kapwa, magvolunteer ka sa dswd or saan man na mga organisasyon para magkaroon ka ng purpose kahit ngayon lang. Subukan mo lang, cguro naman gagaan ang loob mo pag may natulungan kang ibang tao. Tigilan mo na ang sobrang pag iisip. Magbasa ka na lang ng Bible at manalangin sa lahat ng oras para tigilan ka na ni satan. Wag ka mawalan ng pag asa. Tandaan mo walang permanente, matatapos din ang paghihirap mo. Trust in the Lord....
 

blue_ladybug

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Naku...parang hindi ko na kayang manahimik at manuod nalang. Sa totoo lang matagal ko nang alam yung concern mo dahil sa iyong first post. Noong nabasa ko yon....pinag-pray ko talaga ikaw kahit hindi naman kita kakilala. habang parating na tayo sa 2015...parang kinakabahan ako... kasi baka gagawin mo iyon. Naku boy....HUWAG !!!! Mas malala pa hahantungan mo dyan...sa impyerno talaga bagsak mo at forever pa. Ganun din ako dati I tried to end it all but God put fear in my heart kaya hindi maituloy ang aking mga balak...kasi Parang buhay na buhay ang impyerno sa isip ko habang naisip kong magpakamatay. Try seek God in yourself...kahit gaano ka na kabored in your life ituloy mo lang ang pag-seek sa kanya. Magpray ka in your own prayer...maging honest ka sa kanya...i-try mo lahat...pour out mo yong lahat na hinanakit mo sa Panginoon...Sabihin mo..Jesus pagod na pagod na ako ...ikaw na ang bahala sa buong buhay ko. Talagang makararating yan kay Jesus !!! magbasa ka rin ka ng Bible paminsan-minsan ...kahit gaano kaboring...ituloy mo lang...magbibigay ito sayo ng lakas na hindi mo man lang namamalayan...hanap ka rin ng sarili mong church....yong on fire church talaga na naniniwala sa trinity.

Cguroy kilala mo si Dr Hayden kho jr. Walang taong hindi nakakilala sa kanya dito sa philippine simula nang pumutok yong scandal. Alam mo bang " Born again" na siya ngayon....binago ang buhay niya ng Panginoon. 2 times siyang nagcommit ng suicide pero unsuccessful kasi nag-intervened si God kaya hindi siya natigok. Alam niyang imposibleng mabuhay siya nun. 30 pcs of valium at yong pangalawang suicide 30 pcs of ecstacy ....3 days lang siyang comatose pero nagising pa rin siya at walang man lang brain damage at kong anuman...kaya imposible talaga....kaya naisip ni hayden na may higher power talaga somewhere. atheist kasi siya. kaya simula nun nag-seek siya kay God hanggang sa matagpuan niya si Jesus ... Wala talagang imposible sa Panginoon. Basahin mo na lang buong testimony ni hayden sa site ng 700 club or cbnasia.org .....may video doon...si alex tinsay at mirriam quiambao ang nag-interview....ok God bless !!!
Domdom sayang ang buhay mo. Bakit di mo yan ialay kay God? Ayon pa sa kanta, " ang iyong pagdaramdam, idalangin mo sa Maykapal na sa puso mo ay mawala ng lubusan" God listens. If you end everything now, you will never know what the future may bring. God has great things in store for you. You were chosen by God to suffer for His Glory. It is an honor to be chosen. In the end He will lift you up. How can God display his Glory when you will not let Him by ending it all. Hindi tayo ang bida sa buhay na ito...si God ang bida kaya dapat ipaubaya mo na ang mga problema mo sa kanya. Wag mo nang problemahin. Magtiwala ka lang sa kanya. Utang na loob, please, maghunos dili ka. Magiging maayos din ang lahat. Kung nalulungkot ka, maging busy ka, mag exercise ka, tumulong ka sa kapwa, magvolunteer ka sa dswd or saan man na mga organisasyon para magkaroon ka ng purpose kahit ngayon lang. Subukan mo lang, cguro naman gagaan ang loob mo pag may natulungan kang ibang tao. Tigilan mo na ang sobrang pag iisip. Magbasa ka na lang ng Bible at manalangin sa lahat ng oras para tigilan ka na ni satan. Wag ka mawalan ng pag asa. Tandaan mo walang permanente, matatapos din ang paghihirap mo. Trust in the Lord....
ummm English translation, please..:confused:
 
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ummm English translation, please..:confused:
LOL I'm sorry if that gives you a headache. That was intended for the OP and he can understand since he's a filipino. Im really sorry if i can't give you the translation. Im too lazy to type right now hahahaha...i can only post when it's needed...ok God bless.
 
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http://christianchat.com/testimonies/94191-saved-his-mercy-grace-freed-spirit-fear.html


Hello brother domdom....heto na naman ako mangungulit sa yo hehehe...click mo yang link at cguradong mablessed ka jan... Mas malala pa ang experienced ng gurl na yan. Nirape siya ng bata pa siya kaya lumalaki siyang may anxiety. Hanggang sa lumalala ito at dumating sa puntong ayaw na nyang lalabas ng bahay. 3 years siyang nagkulong sa bahay kasi hindi na niya kayang makipagsapalaran sa buhay kaya naisipan niyang magpakamatay na lang. Basahin mo na lang bro dom.....cguradong matutuwa ka....talagang napaiyak ako kahit na sinong lalaki jan.....Na encounter talaga ng gurl na yan ang presence ni Jesus Christ...ang kanyang "great love"...she really cried out to the Lord for the last time and the LOrd came at His rescue....
 
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jer2911

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ummm English translation, please..:confused:
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Hi! Let me help, my friend, to summarize.

Fire of Elijah wrote he cannot just kept quiet and watch about Domdom's plan of suicide until 2015 comes. FOE said he was nervous for Domdom and somehow relate his experience of trying to commit suicide. FOE stated just thinking of suicide felt like HELL was real for him. FOE tried many times but God put fear in him that had stopped of his attempt to harm himself. His advices were 1. Pour out all his emotions, being real to God that Domdom was very tired of living and submit his life to God. 2. Read the bible though for Dom was kinda boring and not knowing it will give a new strength. 3. Find a church nearby.

FOE shared about a popular male Doctor here in our country. Got involved in a scandal with a celebrity. Then Dr. Hayden committed as well a suicide that if you think of the method he used to get his life like ecstacy... etc. never one would thought could be alive. He got comatose and no brain damage. And that's what struck the Dr. about GOd's power and sovereignty. A miracle that only a higher power can do. As an atheist, he was not seeking then from a personal experience of possibility, now he is converted to christianity. a living testimony of the doctor was posted to 700 club.

Tinkerbell 725 wrote about Domdom life is such a waste for that attempt. That let his life be used by God. Kanta means song.... a song she shared to Domdom... ang iyong pagdaramdam, idalangin mo sa Maykapal. (Your grief, pray it all to God.)
Na sa puso mo, ay mawala ng lubusan (That in your heart, be taken away to the fullest). The song entitled May Bukas Pa means There Still Tomorrow. Bida means like the main actor/actress in our life. She stated that we are not the main character in our life or in the story, GOD is the ONE. That Domdom needs to surrender his life to God. THat let God hold his life, not him. Advices like get busy in life. Volunteer at non government organization to have a purpose in life fand to be of help to other people. She advised him to stop thinking a lot/worry a lot and divert his attention to reading bible, pray always for Satan not to bother him. DOn't lose hope. All are temporary and the hardship will end. ...

Well, that's all, my friend. I translated them the best as I can. I do appreciate all the hearts of the people here to help one another. I gave PM as well to Dom.

@ Domdom, just keep on reading, keeping in touch here in CC. No pressure, Domdom, even if you don't feel, or you feel numb or whatsoever. Even you wrote, you will think it over then again be overcome of nothingness. Just share anything, even nonsense, even it doesn't make sense. Stay open and connected here.

Will be praying always.
 
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@jer2911 Tanx talaga !!!

paxensya kana sa katamaran ko LoL. Ok God bless...
 

Tinkerbell725

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Hi! Let me help, my friend, to summarize.

Fire of Elijah wrote he cannot just kept quiet and watch about Domdom's plan of suicide until 2015 comes. FOE said he was nervous for Domdom and somehow relate his experience of trying to commit suicide. FOE stated just thinking of suicide felt like HELL was real for him. FOE tried many times but God put fear in him that had stopped of his attempt to harm himself. His advices were 1. Pour out all his emotions, being real to God that Domdom was very tired of living and submit his life to God. 2. Read the bible though for Dom was kinda boring and not knowing it will give a new strength. 3. Find a church nearby.

FOE shared about a popular male Doctor here in our country. Got involved in a scandal with a celebrity. Then Dr. Hayden committed as well a suicide that if you think of the method he used to get his life like ecstacy... etc. never one would thought could be alive. He got comatose and no brain damage. And that's what struck the Dr. about GOd's power and sovereignty. A miracle that only a higher power can do. As an atheist, he was not seeking then from a personal experience of possibility, now he is converted to christianity. a living testimony of the doctor was posted to 700 club.

Tinkerbell 725 wrote about Domdom life is such a waste for that attempt. That let his life be used by God. Kanta means song.... a song she shared to Domdom... ang iyong pagdaramdam, idalangin mo sa Maykapal. (Your grief, pray it all to God.)
Na sa puso mo, ay mawala ng lubusan (That in your heart, be taken away to the fullest). The song entitled May Bukas Pa means There Still Tomorrow. Bida means like the main actor/actress in our life. She stated that we are not the main character in our life or in the story, GOD is the ONE. That Domdom needs to surrender his life to God. THat let God hold his life, not him. Advices like get busy in life. Volunteer at non government organization to have a purpose in life fand to be of help to other people. She advised him to stop thinking a lot/worry a lot and divert his attention to reading bible, pray always for Satan not to bother him. DOn't lose hope. All are temporary and the hardship will end. ...

Well, that's all, my friend. I translated them the best as I can. I do appreciate all the hearts of the people here to help one another. I gave PM as well to Dom.

@ Domdom, just keep on reading, keeping in touch here in CC. No pressure, Domdom, even if you don't feel, or you feel numb or whatsoever. Even you wrote, you will think it over then again be overcome of nothingness. Just share anything, even nonsense, even it doesn't make sense. Stay open and connected here.

Will be praying always.



Thank very much po ate for the effort. You are very kind. Im sorry for giving you a hard time translating my deep tagalog. God bless you po!
 
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jer2911

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@jer2911 Tanx talaga !!!

paxensya kana sa katamaran ko LoL. Ok God bless...

It's ok, my friend. I understand and same goes to Tinkerbell725. Mas mapapadama natin kay Dom at mapapakita how God loved him by communicating in our own language. What matter is the heart to care and not to talk or write much regardless of the language used. :)
 

mar09

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Reading thru this thread days ago, i dont even know why i would post. I could not even say the s__ word, and have no idea how that would go. I never in my life imagined i would come to this point however. A quiet, low profile person, i was shown how arrogant i am inside after all, and have in fact not been honest w/ myself and our God. Now i could just huddle in a corner and ask that God take me-- why did i have to be born of my mother, and ask this now after all these yrs. I thought i was close to God, then suddenly i see ive been dull of hearing, not even listened to the still small voice that called and called, and vision dimmed because of sin-- ive grieved the Spirit, and is this not the unforgivable sin? I read/heard the word for yrs, but now see i do not even know How to love! My own spouse who faithfully worked hard for us, hte kids who're now growing but angry, and have turned away. I ask for change of heart. The pain pierces, tho even seem numb. So alone, it is a frightful situation before our God, to Whom i ask for mercy and forgiveness but do not see or feel that granted.
 

mar09

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t is as the verse that said Take heed lest you fall... Was i too proud, complacent, self-righteous thinking i was safe under His wings... Then i allowed others to fall into sin, my kids too. These who i cuddled, given biblical names, brought to vbs and school, received medals--only to allow to stray because i thought i was walking in the right,narrow way. But there is really a way that seems right to man, but was in fact so far from the way of grace. I say i repent and bow for hours, but things not changed. i am the same, asking for the heart of flesh, to humble and turn from my wicked ways. i am just angry at myself, so useless, hateful, how is one forgiven who hasnt changed ways. i ask for help but dont know why, how. i just say sorry, but its so late and dont know how to change things.
 
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Stevenmd

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When I first read this post I was repulsed and wanted to turn away. When I tried to my conscious yanked me back. Then I read JDecree's response and said this is how I need to respond. But I will not repeat what I have all ready read. I am convinced the many responses to your post is God tugging on peoples heats saying tell domdom I care and am concerned. It is clear to me from what you wrote you have some good foundational knowledge of what God wants yet you find the discipline overwhelming and painful. I only have one scripture verse for you. The story in the gospels where a father asked the apostles to heal his son. When they failed Jesus stepped in and said all things are possible for those that believe. The father cried out I do believe Lord, Help me with my doubts! Jesus responded by healing his son. I know from your phrasing you fear hell wishing God to erase a mistake. But the Lord has told us what will happen. There is no eraser. There is heaven and hell. We are God's temple. And God said "I will destroy anyone that destroys my temple. You are being disciplined just like every other believer. No discipline feels good at the time, but in the end it yields a harvest of righteousness that will shine like the noon day sun. think about Gods promises. No more pain or sorrow. No more loneliness. streets made of pure gold as transparent as glass. Sitting on daddy's lap as he wipes our tears away saying well done son. Dear heavenly father have mercy on domdom
 
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domdom32

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i only have 1 month
and still brokenhearted
 

SoulWeaver

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[video=youtube;ciYk-UwqFKA]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ciYk-UwqFKA[/video]

This brother in Jesus has no arms and no legs.
Yet he smiles, he inspires millions of people, he is HAPPY, he married a beautiful wife and has a child.
And he brings so many people to God's love.
Just watch this short video, I feel what he has to say is for you.
 

PennEd

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[video=youtube;vhARXu3wWDc]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vhARXu3wWDc[/video]
i only have 1 month
and still brokenhearted

Take the time to watch this documentary on suicide by jumping off the Golden Gate Bride. I don't think it's made by Christians, but one of the people who jumped miraculously survived, is paralyzed, but became a Christian. He said the very instant his foot left the bridge he KNEW he had made the biggest mistake he would ever make. I'd implore you to watch it.
Also, I'd recommend getting involved with helping OTHERS. It is very hard to feel bad when you are helping others in need. May God Bless and keep you. In Jesus name.