You referring to my thread that may have, may have not started this all? Either way, let's see why I started it. I haven't shared much about myself in this place since joining and all I've shown for the majority of the time is how much I 'think' about God, about His word etc. Judged people for their character here and there, perhaps rightly so but probably mostly wrongly. People haven't seen that other side, probably the more tangible side of what's happening on the inside that no one sees or knows about. I was in a bit of a low, heavy state when I decided to post what I did, and I'm glad I did reading others replies. With it came comfort, understanding, mercy and also exhortation and a challenge for me to continue pressing on, and to continue to renew my mind despite how I feel. As I had stated, I wasn't looking for sympathy, or a there there, im over that.I was actually looking more for a kickbox to the head. If others openly or silently judged me for it, oh well, its their sin, not mine.
But if you weren't talking about my thread, well my explanation was for nothing but the characteristics described point to it, I actually didn't pick up on it until someone said, I think I know what thread your talking about. Therefore, it may have been easier for myself if we didn't beat around the bush or people just posted their honest in that thread.