To live without the love of my mother some days is brutal. Today is the 2 year anniversary of her passing...I know she's with the Lord, but it doesn't make it any easier knowing that.
If you thought it was easy, some of us might question that.
Of course it isn't easy, and the Lord knows that, and many of us here can relate to your pain of separation.
It would be a cold heart that says cheer up, or get over it....I know, as I was given that very same 'advice' on this very site when I was going through a very down time.
No, it hurts, and I can only pray that Jesus will soon bring the comfort you need. Let the reality of the resurrection minister to your heart, let it really sink in that you will see your Mom again, also that Jesus return is near, and He has wonderful things in store for us.
That's actually what I'm holding on to these days, as I'm going thru a sort of separation of my own type these days, hurting alot worse than I'm letting on due to a betrayel and abandonment....another one out of the clear blue, again.
You'd think I'd get used to it, but nope, and I kind of hope I never do, so I don't think it's an acceptable thing to do to another. It especially hurts from someone you loved and had hope for.
Please try to remember you're not alone, and we have brothers and sisters around the world going thru similar things...we're all longing for that day when pain and sorrow and people and circumstances disappoint us.....and thanks to Jesus, that day will be a reality soon.
There are people who sorrow and have no hope, no Saviour that they know of, and perhaps you'll be able to encourage someone with the saving knowledge of Jesus and find comfort together. God bless you, l_c.
