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Age
47
About 777ShesinHisHands777
Name:
Kimmie
Gender:
female
Marital Status:
not married
Spiritual Status:
Christian
When saved:
When I was 8
Country Flag/Nationality:
USA
Country (Location):
United States
State/Province/Region:
Florida [USA]
Favorite Bible Verse:
Ephesians 3:20 Now unto him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that worketh in us
About:
I stand in the courts of an Awesome God... and I have the awesome reminder that... There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit! That being said! It is amazing what God can do sometimes and how quickly he can change your focus if you allow Him to... To reflect His will more! I stand before my God unashamed of my walk but humbled daily by the ways he shows me I can be more like him! Humbled also by the way He shows His love to me and cares for me in every facet of my life!

It is also amazing how quickly God will move and close some doors and open others so He can bless us! I don't think I have ever been unconditionally loved by a man... but I will wait patiently for God to provide the perfect person in my life! Until then I will thank God for the blessings he has given me and the ability to love others he places in my life! Thank you Jesus for all that surrounds me

I have a very long story ... I'm not adverse to talking about it most days... but its too much to tell everyone here ... Basically in a nutshell ...I'm a single mom of 4 kids. My husband left me after 20 years when i found out that he was homosexual and hiding it~from me and everyone else~cuz he didn't want to turn away from his sin and walk in the will of Christ! 3 of my children are with their father right now and I am not sure when I will be able to have them back with me. Please pray for them fervently! As you may guess this is not the best situation for them but I know that my God is in control and protecting them! My Daughter has recently told me that I am going to be a Grandmother :/ Lord Give Me Strength. Again... God will work all this out in His timing.





This poem was written to allow others to know the feelings that were on my heart at the time he left and to also show them that are in a similar situation they are not alone

Living a Lie

People didn't see the pain
The emotional and physical drain
They didn't know the whole story
Of what it was like to live in my world.

I tried to hide it from most of you
Tried not to let you see through
Keeping you from knowing
Inside of me never showing

Walking on eggshells all day long
Knowing I was doing it all wrong
Giving my all every day
After all these years It was thrown away!

What are the reasons for keeping from me
No Not just keeping but lying to me
Facts so vital now the marriage cant thrive
It just rolls over curls up and then dies!

Questions of why ... why didn't I see
Well I did but the response was "Not Me!"
Questions of why ... why did I believe
Well I didn't but I wanted to you see

So now here I am Two decades later
4 kids, a cat, birds, hamsters and snakes
Trying to stand with dignity and grace
And walk into a room with a smile on my face.

Its not easy you know to move on in stride
To place all the pain and hurt to the side
You have to keep moving though... when surviving a lie
Or all you have left is to curl up and die!

I also have a daughter that was still born just 6 weeks before her due date, and is In Jesus Hands now ... thus the ShesInHisHands nickname. Please feel free to ask me anything ... I'm pretty much an open book! God Bless
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