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Date of Birth
March 13, 1985 (32)
About zaoman32
Name:
Michael
Gender:
male
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not married
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Christian
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Germany
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United States
State/Province/Region:
Michigan [USA]
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Three Rivers
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I am a man with two broken arms, rising from the ashes of a garden destroyed, finding the strength in the mind of the Wise, my lungs filled with a breath I cannot conceive, and suffocated by flames quenched by gasoline.

I find light, love and beauty in dark places. I do not believe in false optimism. I do not believe everlasting joy is synonymous with a false smile, and positive attitude. I have lived devastation, and seen the face of false hope. The God I believe in is far to powerful and mighty to be boxed in by flowers, and frills, sunshine, and rainbows. He reigns in might, and terror, and loves so violently that if we were to fully realize it, we would be devastated by the actions we have committed against Him, and would fully realize our deprivation. Yet He loves us, and saves us still. My God raised my hands from the depths of hell, and does no less for any who cry to Him.
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Christianity and the bible

by zaoman32 on August 15th, 2014 at 04:05 PM
[COLOR=#000000][FONT=lucida grande]I wanted to share something with you guys that recently happened, and had me in deep thought pretty much all day today. I made mention to this person that I was studying the book of Mark. For some unexplained reason they could not possibly figure out why in the world I was studying a book in the bible. So I let them know, I've been in church my whole life and I want to look for something deeper than weekly sermons. I want to know God, and know His word. Then they

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The Goodness of God?

by zaoman32 on January 8th, 2014 at 03:43 AM
I'm 28, almost 29 years old (will be this coming march). And I'm probably at the darkest I've ever been in my entire life. Within the last 24 hours I've gone from calling myself a born again, water-baptized christian, to being completely unsure of my faith all together. I mean, you follow God's lead right? Follow it along. This was something I learned last year at my old church. We viewed faith as hearing the voice of God, doing what He says, and expecting something good to happen when we do. So

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Cutting off the dragons head (no-fap day 2)

by zaoman32 on November 2nd, 2013 at 07:47 PM
No-Fap November, day 2 winding on down to an end. Though be wary, as the day crawls toward an end it's easy to say you're almost there and as a result your guards could end up dropping and you'll find yourself trapped before you know. One major key is to recognize that trap. What is your thought process? "Oh man, I feel like I'm just going to blow right now, I need to look at something ANYTHING..." Typically this kind of statement won't end there, so where will it end? "I could just

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No-Fap November

by zaoman32 on October 31st, 2013 at 10:27 PM
[COLOR=#333333][FONT=Verdana]As someone in the singles forum stated some time ago, the most searched term on this website is "sex". Now, as I myself have noticed, there have been several occasions of young men on here begging questions like "Is masturbation sinful?" "Is it wrong to masturbate?" things of that nature. Tonight, I am cutting through the crap. There are obviously many different and disagreeing ideas as far as answers go. When someone asks these questions

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Learning To Give In

by zaoman32 on September 30th, 2013 at 07:01 PM
I had a dream once. This scarred world was healed. It found a passion and a breath. Its eyes were open to the things of the supernatural, and it breathed in life anew. The words I would pen, the music I would help create would find its way, cutting and rooting into the souls and hearts of men around the world, and would change their lives forever. I had a dream once...Today I woke up.

I realize this may sound bleak. Defeatist. Maybe even hopeless, but I can assure you I have a point

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