The Neglected Beauty of What Is Free.....

I live in the country and was on the porch viewing the stars. It came to my mind the question of How can many people neflect such beauty that is free?
I pray God the maker will hear my thankful heart now....in a world of evil doings. I try to use my sight as a camera, praising every beautiful thing I see. The sunlight on a lake at noon is more beautiful than diamonds..even dew on a rose at dawn. I often tell God Id rather be blind...than someone else, often wondering if I was blind, would my mind perhaps create more color in my imagination? This I do not know. But so long as there is breath in me I will praise His name. So long as I remember that I am but His humble servant, and I will always love others more than myself. I have had people say to me, you must love yourself Penny more or no one will love you! I find that I am happier just the way I am, and I pray everyday I love stronger and always thank the Lord....for vanity is not my essence inside. I love God...and never will I agree that I am attractive when there are children with burned faces in this world. I will never toot my own horn when people have cancer and I do not. Please pray for me that my strength in the Holy Spirit only becomes stronger everyday to do the Lords will....whatever his plan for me may be. Thank you all at CC. I love you all very much. Thank you for welcoming me here. I love you friends. God bless You all......Im gonna whoop the devil in my dreams haha Praise God.....Let us rejoice friends! We are going to Heaven! Yeee Haw Have a blessed nightt everyone! Do not fear....God loves you! Love Pen

Hi Pen!

My hut is in the countryside, hidden in a corner of a mountain. Whenever I take my shower I do it under the eyes of stars that watch my walk... Nowadays I don´t walk too much at night (I used) but I see its beauty with respect and distance, because that´s nothing compared to what He created (and I can´t see being too far). Yes! It´s free, particularly at the living countryside. When I´m in the city I´m hindered to enjoy it that way. It´s like being under the sunshine, when the sun is out, our sight cannot reach what it is at longer distance, you cannot reach stars and its constelations... Have you ever seen a diamond in your own hand? It´s like looking into heavens, by the way.

I´m not religious, but I have enjoyed this life, ignoring if I lived it out to its fullest and one thing I regret is not hearing His voice; so I don´t spent too much time talking to Him, just because I see it foolish talking alone (that´s what I chose to write).

Those who told you "love yourself" reminded me Mónica and several others I had in my life: The more a person starts loving herself or himself, the more they turned to be selfish and selcentered (egotists).

I do agree with that (...burned faces...) I have seen real handicapted people, that WEREN´T emotionally lame nor ugly; but the evil one loves to lie with those rejections, social hates, etc., to make us believe life do not deserves living (my own daUGHTER is being used by Satan these days to reject me). So, the more a person knows that sort of rejection, the more we know how things are around (I´m learning a lot on this!)

I don´t put any confidence on me neither people. There´s a lesson I´m learning before I die and I´m sure God do not play with dies: He knows what He´s doing with each person.

My botton thought is: If God doesn´t love me the way I thought He should, I had the chance to love me, the way I could.