So today I texted this girl who is a Christian club. I had his heart I would no longer be attending because of my social anxiety and she said over we were really welcoming and I told her it was very intimidating when I would see pictures of them on Facebook being buddy buddy and hearing about all the awesome stuff they are doing when I wasn't around and hearing them talk about the stuff they did before I came there and hearing about all the awesome stuff they were doin after I joined the group and it was just Like how am I going to make friends when they're so close? And she's like an intimidating her friends were friendly and I'm like okay whatever anyway I tried to explain to her and it didn't go so well And now a little frustrated because she just did not understand that this was yes, part of partially her fault however I do have social anxiety and that can't be helped but the same time it would've been very nice if they could of put forth more of an effort to make me feel welcome because I believe as Christians we are to be held to a higher standard.
Sorry this is so rambling and lacking punctuation. I'm using my microphone to speak out these words so sorry about that.
Anyway thank you for listening to my rant.
Sorry this is so rambling and lacking punctuation. I'm using my microphone to speak out these words so sorry about that.
Anyway thank you for listening to my rant.