Life has ups and downs, brother. There are so many scriptures and testimonies that give us strength in our lowest hours. No matter what is happening in my life, I try to remember that Jesus is still Lord of the universe, and He is risen, and He is God, and He is Love, so the darkness that threatens me is never as powerful as the Love of Christ. I pray that you have a better day tomorrow, brother. There is a post on here about Christianity vs. Islam, and it has a beautiful testimony by a former Muslim....I suggest you watch both videos....it made me forget all of my problems and praise Jesus. God bless you brother.