And, once again, you go for defense. I was just kidding/it is humor. Are you an older brother? And, if you are, did you tease your siblings unmercifully and then clump it into "I was just kidding?" Really doesn't work as the younger sibling. Never did. Especially given you give permission for everyone else to do the same thing -- make fun of certain people. Always just those certain people! I can name two others you do that to often enough, but won't because it's NOT all right, and doesn't suddenly become all right if you just say your kidding afterward.
That was NOT my first post. Still making excuses for yourself. I told you, I explained what I meant several pages before that. And, you're right, you don't understand. Why not? Because you planted your judgement on me before you even found out what I meant. What's to understand? You came, you judged, you final verdicted. This is you! This is you over and over again.
Nothing changed. Even saying you would change, proves nothing has changed. Ugly (I really hate calling him Ugly - not accurate and feels bad to encourage that name, I like him) described the problem here already. You won't/don't see any problems with being you, so why change? The only problem you see is some have ignored you, and honestly? You make it out to being our problem, not yours.
Ignore is a two-way street. There are advantages for you too. I could do this to you all the time. I ignore you so I don't. I have a grand total of two reasons to ignore someone:
1. They ignore everything I have to say. (aka They don't listen. And, again, listen does NOT require agreement. It has to do with hearing enough of someone else to decide if you do or don't agree.)
2. They're stepping on my last nerve, and it's ready to fall off. Even my friends and family, even my hubby, can get on my last nerve. I can push until I go off on them. Or I can walk away until I regain some of my nerve back. I choose the latter whenever I'm smart enough to notice I'm ready to go off. (I don't always notice, which is a problem.) And when I calm down enough, I realize it wasn't them; it was me. Then I'm ready to un-ignore. I just checked my friend's list. I've had three friends ignored some time since I've been on this site.
So, now you know why I ignore you. Back to ignore.