Struggling and don't know where I stand

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Wornandtired

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Moderator, feel free to move this or delete it I someone finds it inappropriate. I need help. I have been saved and in church for over 20 years. I started looking at porn before we had internet and since the internet, it's just gotten worse. Everything is accessible. I mean everything, so regular girl on guy wasn't enough. I started branching out looking at all kinds. About 2 years ago, I met a guy and propositioned him. It didn't end well. I've tried to go back to him, but now he just takes advantage of me by begging me for money first.then not doing anything. A blessing in disguise really. A couple weeks ago, I started looking on craiglist. It's so easy to get emails and pics. Yesterday, a guy actually agreed to meet me. We didn't do anything, but I've ben talking to others.I even started a chat page in hopes of finding people like me and the only ones who have joined either proposition me or ask if I can help them find someone. They claim to be believers too. I say too, because I'm not sure where I stand. I know the scriptures, I know God loves and forgives me, but I can't stop.I can't go to someone in my church for fear of hurting my family. I'm living a lie and sometimes don't know if I'm even saved anymore. I need help, but the scriptures are just words to me. Like I said, I know them, I just can't seem to live them.
 
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thisgirl

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You don't want to stop so don't. God gives you free will but if you live like the devil dont expect the Lord to wanna come hang with you two. There is hope though!! You CAN escape this if you want. If you are serious reply. Heed a rebuke or you despise your own soul. There is no greater thrill than being in Gods perfect will & the spiritual blessing given in doing what He created you to do in HIS name. For now you are not loving the one who loved you so. Perhaps you are lonely. I tell you seek ye first the kingdom... pray first thing wash your spirit like you wash your face. fill your day with silent prayer & praise to the one who gave you everything. He loves you just the way you are but far too much to leave you that way. You love him? show him!!! talk to him, tell him stuff, make him proud! You know how :) No offense intended just being straight up with ya! God bless you he's called you for so much more. believe me I know!! :) God bless you as you get free.
 
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