So I was especially tired today after all the Christmas stuff today and so i went to sleep very early and I had the strangest dream the likes of which I have never had before I don't know if the dream has any meaning or not but it was interesting to me enough I figured I would share it with all of you.
the first thing I can recall was there was an old house and an old women's spirit sat in a wheel chair she was long since dead and there was an innocent little girl alive and well the old women was speaking to her without even moving her lips saying how she lost her son to death and didn't want to be lonely anymore and she began to move towards the girl with her hand reaching out as if she was going to snatch the girls spirit out of her living body the little girl seemed scared but right as the old women was about to touch her everything froze except the girl and a shady man appeared and he spoke to girl telling the old womens story why she was so lonely and knowing the girls tender heart had convinced her to willing give her soul for the women as the gilrl couldn't bear to leave this women all alone in this world even as a dead spirit.
Time unfroze and she said to the old women that she could have her and so the women gave the girl some thread and some stuff to decorate it as apparently the thread was needed for her soul and it had to be made by the girl herself the old women was touched from the girls tender heart and after the girl made her thread adding her own flair to it with beads and such suddenly I was there and the old women spoke to me asking me if I could see the creativity the girl put into her thread again touched by the girl the realized her mistake but it was to late because the old women had already touched the thread placing a binding kind of spell on it the spell was in the form of darkness and the darkness began to consume the white thread she tried cutting the thread with a pocket knife because if the thread could be cut before the darkness had fully consumed the white thread the girls soul could be saved but she couldn't do it so quickly gave it to me.
But the darkness was fast I couldn't cut the thread in time and old women in despair said that her and the girl were now bound for all eternity and the sweet girl in her innocence said in heaven? I looked at the old women and she had this insanely determined face saying no but there is a way you can she looked at me and said when the time comes you have to sacrifice me to the beast this is the only way she can be free before this part of the dream faded I recall thinking wow love made this old women who only ever thought of herself willing to go so far as to throw herself into the pit with the beast just for this little girl.
This was the first part of the bizzarre dream the second part gets even weirder.
in part two I was a spirit and was for whatever reason was bound in this old creaky house with this other spirit who was an old women but looked horrible her hair was dripping wet as if the water itself was her misery her face was sunken old and worn she was frail and old and wrinkled very horrifying to look at honestly she was laughing because she had apparently trapped me in this house with her until the end of time I saw that my hands could move through my body as I was a spirit and she continued to laugh in victory expecting me to be scared but I was not I told her that while she may have the power to hold my soul in this house for now she won't forever and she looked at me with interest as i was not scared and the certainty in my eyes was new to her as she was so used to people trembling and screaming in fear and despair.
I began to tell her of an actual experience I had with God in real life in which I would lay in my bed to be still and know him and how one night as I did this my heart and his heart made a very deep and intimate connection in which he and I would pour our deep love and feelings for each other into each others hearts using words that only our hearts could speak because the feelings for each other was so deep that there was no word in the human language that could describe them no human tongue could utter them I then continued to explain to her that this is what i call the language of the hearts words with no sound and words that only our hearts can speak.
I continued telling her my experience in which I saw fathers heart in my minds eye and I endearingly wrote my name on it claiming his heart as my own and then out of the deepest and richest love and adoration branded the word mine on his heart, I then explained to her as I pointed to my forehead that as I did this the very second I did he also branded the word mine on my forehead and she looked terrified because even though in the dream I couldn't see it the word mine shone in all the colors of the rainbow on my spirits forehead as I pointed to it and spoke of it.
Terrified she then began to say so then why did allow me power over you in this haunted house? has he sent you to punish me? I could tell she was horrified and certain her words were true but my heart melted and I slowly shook my head saying no I believe he allowed me to be taken captive by you to save you. As I walked towards her spirit in the mid section of her body I could see and feel all the misery and pain and deep sorrow she had in life well beyond what anyone I have ever known could have gone through it brought me to tears and I could read her heart like a book even the parts she didn't know of raising my hand towards my hand was glowing and I continued to speak.
I can see and feel all you have gone through in life your spirit is only in the form of this gross old hag because that is what you see when you look at yourself you feel unloved alone and un cared about the depth of your sorrow and pain is far deeper than the average soul and even now you say in your heart how God was never there and how he wouldn't save you.
I smiled with tender eyes saying but what you never had in life I will give you in death when you couldn't be saved in life you will be saved in death, I saw her form was the same she still even though teary eyed saw herself as that wet gross old hag and I shook my head smiling as if she was being silly saying you still see yourself in this form now let me show you what I see and as I touched her I only recall a bright light enveloping her and her facing lighting up with joy she had never known a warmth enveloped her a love and comfort consumed her and a pair of hands held her suddenly her form changed from this gross old hag to the most beautiful angelic being I have ever seen I didn't even know such beauty could exist
Then I woke up at 9 :43 pm Christmas and simply had to share my dream with you all
the first thing I can recall was there was an old house and an old women's spirit sat in a wheel chair she was long since dead and there was an innocent little girl alive and well the old women was speaking to her without even moving her lips saying how she lost her son to death and didn't want to be lonely anymore and she began to move towards the girl with her hand reaching out as if she was going to snatch the girls spirit out of her living body the little girl seemed scared but right as the old women was about to touch her everything froze except the girl and a shady man appeared and he spoke to girl telling the old womens story why she was so lonely and knowing the girls tender heart had convinced her to willing give her soul for the women as the gilrl couldn't bear to leave this women all alone in this world even as a dead spirit.
Time unfroze and she said to the old women that she could have her and so the women gave the girl some thread and some stuff to decorate it as apparently the thread was needed for her soul and it had to be made by the girl herself the old women was touched from the girls tender heart and after the girl made her thread adding her own flair to it with beads and such suddenly I was there and the old women spoke to me asking me if I could see the creativity the girl put into her thread again touched by the girl the realized her mistake but it was to late because the old women had already touched the thread placing a binding kind of spell on it the spell was in the form of darkness and the darkness began to consume the white thread she tried cutting the thread with a pocket knife because if the thread could be cut before the darkness had fully consumed the white thread the girls soul could be saved but she couldn't do it so quickly gave it to me.
But the darkness was fast I couldn't cut the thread in time and old women in despair said that her and the girl were now bound for all eternity and the sweet girl in her innocence said in heaven? I looked at the old women and she had this insanely determined face saying no but there is a way you can she looked at me and said when the time comes you have to sacrifice me to the beast this is the only way she can be free before this part of the dream faded I recall thinking wow love made this old women who only ever thought of herself willing to go so far as to throw herself into the pit with the beast just for this little girl.
This was the first part of the bizzarre dream the second part gets even weirder.
in part two I was a spirit and was for whatever reason was bound in this old creaky house with this other spirit who was an old women but looked horrible her hair was dripping wet as if the water itself was her misery her face was sunken old and worn she was frail and old and wrinkled very horrifying to look at honestly she was laughing because she had apparently trapped me in this house with her until the end of time I saw that my hands could move through my body as I was a spirit and she continued to laugh in victory expecting me to be scared but I was not I told her that while she may have the power to hold my soul in this house for now she won't forever and she looked at me with interest as i was not scared and the certainty in my eyes was new to her as she was so used to people trembling and screaming in fear and despair.
I began to tell her of an actual experience I had with God in real life in which I would lay in my bed to be still and know him and how one night as I did this my heart and his heart made a very deep and intimate connection in which he and I would pour our deep love and feelings for each other into each others hearts using words that only our hearts could speak because the feelings for each other was so deep that there was no word in the human language that could describe them no human tongue could utter them I then continued to explain to her that this is what i call the language of the hearts words with no sound and words that only our hearts can speak.
I continued telling her my experience in which I saw fathers heart in my minds eye and I endearingly wrote my name on it claiming his heart as my own and then out of the deepest and richest love and adoration branded the word mine on his heart, I then explained to her as I pointed to my forehead that as I did this the very second I did he also branded the word mine on my forehead and she looked terrified because even though in the dream I couldn't see it the word mine shone in all the colors of the rainbow on my spirits forehead as I pointed to it and spoke of it.
Terrified she then began to say so then why did allow me power over you in this haunted house? has he sent you to punish me? I could tell she was horrified and certain her words were true but my heart melted and I slowly shook my head saying no I believe he allowed me to be taken captive by you to save you. As I walked towards her spirit in the mid section of her body I could see and feel all the misery and pain and deep sorrow she had in life well beyond what anyone I have ever known could have gone through it brought me to tears and I could read her heart like a book even the parts she didn't know of raising my hand towards my hand was glowing and I continued to speak.
I can see and feel all you have gone through in life your spirit is only in the form of this gross old hag because that is what you see when you look at yourself you feel unloved alone and un cared about the depth of your sorrow and pain is far deeper than the average soul and even now you say in your heart how God was never there and how he wouldn't save you.
I smiled with tender eyes saying but what you never had in life I will give you in death when you couldn't be saved in life you will be saved in death, I saw her form was the same she still even though teary eyed saw herself as that wet gross old hag and I shook my head smiling as if she was being silly saying you still see yourself in this form now let me show you what I see and as I touched her I only recall a bright light enveloping her and her facing lighting up with joy she had never known a warmth enveloped her a love and comfort consumed her and a pair of hands held her suddenly her form changed from this gross old hag to the most beautiful angelic being I have ever seen I didn't even know such beauty could exist
Then I woke up at 9 :43 pm Christmas and simply had to share my dream with you all