hahahaha it makes my heart glad that everyone's like "MARRY HIM NOW" I am not financially stable, and Blain wouldn't be able to survive over here without his medications an I don't know what Arizona covers as far as disability. So even if we could go "LETS GET MARRIED AND MAYBE HAVE AN ACTUAL SERVICE LATER" I don't know if it would really benefit Blain.
Also, I have been told by many that during times of struggle it's not a good idea to make big decisions that don't need to be made yet. I don't think it would benefit my father either. Though I cannot deny in my heart I am like "DOOOOOO IIIIIIIIIIT." But I am also very impulsive.