Today I was on one of my walks talking to God and AS per usual I looked up to the sky, regardless if it's day or night I find myself instinctively always looking up at the sky especially when I am talking with God. It is true that I am fascinated by clouds and stars but I find it odd that I just instinctively look up.
I talked to God about this today, I notice that regardless if I am in a good place in life or a bad place I look to the sky, I also notice that often times when my heart searching for more of him I find myself looking to the sky and also regardless if I am depressed and seeing myself as as nothing more than the dirt that the worms of the earth eat or if I see myself as a child of God that is dearly loved again I find myself always looking to the sky.
I was asking God why this might be as it seems to be more than just a fascination with clouds and the stars of the night, in fact oddly enough every time I look to the sky I almost seem to expect to see something or more specifically see him in some way or form. I know my heart well enough to know that even in my sin and my storms my heart is constantly searching for him it's constantly crying out for more of him and I asked God if perhaps the way I instinctively look to the sky without even meaning to is maybe my bodies reaction to my heart.
So I was wondering if anyone here might be able to help me understand this, is this really perhaps my bodies reaction to what my heart is already doing? Is me looking to the sky no matter how bad or good things are God's way of constantly reminding me to look to him? is this perhaps more than meets the eye or is it just a habit?
I talked to God about this today, I notice that regardless if I am in a good place in life or a bad place I look to the sky, I also notice that often times when my heart searching for more of him I find myself looking to the sky and also regardless if I am depressed and seeing myself as as nothing more than the dirt that the worms of the earth eat or if I see myself as a child of God that is dearly loved again I find myself always looking to the sky.
I was asking God why this might be as it seems to be more than just a fascination with clouds and the stars of the night, in fact oddly enough every time I look to the sky I almost seem to expect to see something or more specifically see him in some way or form. I know my heart well enough to know that even in my sin and my storms my heart is constantly searching for him it's constantly crying out for more of him and I asked God if perhaps the way I instinctively look to the sky without even meaning to is maybe my bodies reaction to my heart.
So I was wondering if anyone here might be able to help me understand this, is this really perhaps my bodies reaction to what my heart is already doing? Is me looking to the sky no matter how bad or good things are God's way of constantly reminding me to look to him? is this perhaps more than meets the eye or is it just a habit?