So last night I has a very demonic themed dream but I saw something in it that makes me happy. You see in this dream I was in my own room and I was sitting among all my things basically everything that one could could describe as Blain, the kind of clothes I like the pokemon stuff the art supplies the money that i like help people with basically everything people use to describe me. But it was dark like darker than dark I am surprised I was even able to see my things around me and in the dark there were countless evil spirits all harassing me, I couldn't see them physically but I knew they were there. But there was a hand holding on to me just a hand no arm no nothing it only griped me when I allowed it to and when it did grip me it was not hard or anything it was just like it was holding me and the verse came to mind So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
As dark and as scary as this place was and as many of the evil spirit that were all surrounding me and harassing me I close my eyes and spoke to them directly commanding them to go away and leave me alone, not just telling them I actually commanded them to and they asked why they should listen to me and I responded in a fiery voice because I am his child you have to do as i say and that is when the dream ended.
You know the funny thing is that I am not like that, I am not commanding as if I have authority in fact a lot of times I don't think of myself as much more than a kid who is just trying to make it through this journey but when I was in this dream it was as if the real me was there, he didn't just think he had authority he knew it and exercised it skillfully without any hesitation.
As dark and as scary as this place was and as many of the evil spirit that were all surrounding me and harassing me I close my eyes and spoke to them directly commanding them to go away and leave me alone, not just telling them I actually commanded them to and they asked why they should listen to me and I responded in a fiery voice because I am his child you have to do as i say and that is when the dream ended.
You know the funny thing is that I am not like that, I am not commanding as if I have authority in fact a lot of times I don't think of myself as much more than a kid who is just trying to make it through this journey but when I was in this dream it was as if the real me was there, he didn't just think he had authority he knew it and exercised it skillfully without any hesitation.
