Almost 5 years ago I walked out of a service in the middle of the praise and worship. I was the Minister of Music! I was the one leading the praise and worship! For 4 years after I sat on the side of the road (Spiritually speaking). In August of 2010 I found this site and God has been working on me ever since. The ironic thing is He had been working on me for the 4 years to! Just a few weeks ago I was talking to a friend here and God showed me that He was with me the whole time! He never left me. While He was with me on the side of that road, He was with you, and everyone of his children!
God loves you Brother and He will never leave you or forsake you! Just the fact that you posted and talked about it tells me that God, the Holy Spirit is still working on you!
For I am confident of this very thing, that He who began a good work in you will perfect it untill the day of Christ Jesus. Philippians 1:6
If we confess our sins, He is faithfull and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us of all unrighteousness. 1 John 1:9
He's omnipresent, yet He is very personal!