rainacorn,
The trouble is a lot of your countrymen have a different idea of what Jesus and God is. They see him as some sort of Warrior God, out to smite brown people and bless the rich with more riches. Let's be honest, The Jesus in the Gospels is rarely quoted, if at all. The emphasis is put on the Old Testament and some of Pauls' teachings.
I do however relate to you understanding of the God that sacrifices, and is non-violent.