Ok right now I'm undergoing some really harsh times. Our home is in the process of foreclousure. I live right now with my mother to make ends meet. I've overstayed my welcome by almost 14 yrs. During those 14 yrs, I've been battling with chronic depression and social anxiety disorder. My family seems as if they don't even care about me because they feel I guess that I have just been lazy all these years. That isn't the case. I had a lot of mental problems I was dealing with. Still am dealing with them, but now I'm overcoming them.
Anyway, my family they are treating me as if I am the scum of the family. They treat me as if they don't even care about me or whether or not my daughter and I could wind up out on the street. They haven't offered to help me one iota. I have a part-time job but I only get about 10-20 hours biweekly. My church provided me with this job and they've been treating me more like family than my real family has. I just need to have someone to talk to now because I'm really stressed out. I can't help but worry and I can't keep from crying. I feel so very alone because my family is trying to push me away. I seriously think when I do become self sufficient (make it soon, by the grace of God), I should disown them. No one needs a whole lot of hate and negativity in their lives especially from their own flesh and blood. But I wish God would send me a family that will support me emotionally and comfort me when I'm troubled and not shove me off like I'm worthless just because I'm half black and poor.