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i cut grass or do "landscape" work with my granpa here in louisiana. today we did like 5 houses i think. anyway,we get back home and the first thing i am ready to do is take a shower and eat. when we get here he tells me that i need to do my leat favoroit thing of all because i suck at it, weed eat. so i get the weed eater and do what he tells me to. this is where the me being annoyed comes into play. so i weed eat everything that i was told to weed eat and go about my buisness. a few hours later me my mom and my sister, who also is a big factor in me being annoyed go to the mall so i can look for some shirts,c.d.'s ect. nothing too important just trying to get out and relax. well the presence of my sister and her crappy attitude made that next to impossiable. so when we are done there and a few other places we come back to the house, where as soon as i walk in the door am welcomed by a comment i could have done without from my grandma."why did you do a half baked job on the backyard"? after this i fealt myself about to explode, so i leave to go to the park a few blocks away and shoot some basketball. i did that for about half an hour and didn't really feel too much better. so i got on the computer and did a search for bible verses on anger ad the first one i was=Proverbs 12:16 A fool shows his annoyance at once, but a prudent man overlooks an insult.
so i think to my self wow! i didn't even have to pray to God to opem my eyes and soul and he is already speaking to me. and as i was writing this my grandmother came in here and talked to me some more and told me to read 1 cor. 10:31=
31So whether you eat or drink or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God.
so i did and wasn't really caring what it said because it was referred to me for the wrong reason. but yet in still i took it for what it is worth. then my mom came in to ask me what my grandmother said and i gave her the breakdown. then i told her i needed to go get a black and mild(cigar). she said ok and i went to her car to see if i had money. when i came back in i hear my granpa calling my name in the kitchen where my grandma is. so i was great here we go again/still. so i walk in there to see what he wanted and my grandmother tells me she loves me and gives me a hug apparently seeing the anger and frustration written all over my face. i tell her i love her and come back in here to finish writing this.
basically God is amazing. no matter what satan tries to do to us no matter what little trick he tries to play with our emotions or feeling if we give God just a little faith and trust even when it is really hard God will come through for us.
so i think to my self wow! i didn't even have to pray to God to opem my eyes and soul and he is already speaking to me. and as i was writing this my grandmother came in here and talked to me some more and told me to read 1 cor. 10:31=
31So whether you eat or drink or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God.
so i did and wasn't really caring what it said because it was referred to me for the wrong reason. but yet in still i took it for what it is worth. then my mom came in to ask me what my grandmother said and i gave her the breakdown. then i told her i needed to go get a black and mild(cigar). she said ok and i went to her car to see if i had money. when i came back in i hear my granpa calling my name in the kitchen where my grandma is. so i was great here we go again/still. so i walk in there to see what he wanted and my grandmother tells me she loves me and gives me a hug apparently seeing the anger and frustration written all over my face. i tell her i love her and come back in here to finish writing this.
basically God is amazing. no matter what satan tries to do to us no matter what little trick he tries to play with our emotions or feeling if we give God just a little faith and trust even when it is really hard God will come through for us.
Praise God. I need to start getting online and looing at Scriptures when I get Upset..