I have a husband and an ex boyfriend. Ex boyfriend came after my husband. We started dating after his wife left him ( we were all friends) and after my husband left me. It took a few months cause we were there for each other and it slowly grew into more. Anyways....after dating awhile, we both agreed we arnt meant to be and remmained friends. WELL.......I get info today from a coworker of mine that she went on a date with him after meeting him on plentyoffish. She goes to tell me, they met up on Christmas Night and he was all over her, rubbing up on her, trying to make out with her. WHY IS SHE TELLING ME THIS????? Im also mad that he would do this. SHES UGLY!!!! A matter of fact, he told me she looked like a guy and was butt ugly when he came up there to see me one time. WHY IS HE DOING THIS???? Why is he being so desperate???? I dont get it, I dont get guys.....YET.....he told me 2 nights ago that he still loved me. I told her this too!!!! I think shes trying to start drama. I really dont think he remembered her, but I KNOW she remembered him.....HOW MANY FREAKING GUYS NAMED CASS DO YOU KNOW????????????

I hate drama.....i really feel hurt......even tho sometimes I dont know why, because I know hes not for me. How do you let go and move on???????????? I cant seem to figure that part out!!!!!

I know God has a better plan for me....in fact God has told me to fight for my marriage. This is so hard. I know the devil is attacking me left and right. Im getting mad, sad, hurt and everything all the time. I need tons of prayer. I want to be at peace, with just me and God and no one else. I know I cant be the wife that God wants me to be, as long as Im stuck and hurt on my ex of mine. I just dont want to care....anyone have any advice to move on???We broke up maybe a month or so ago. Alot of people tell me, to stop talking to him, which I can do. I cut him out of my facebook, cause I was curious all the time, and it was stressing me out. I need prayer more than anything!!! I feel like im in a really bad place, when really I should feel blessed!!!!

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I pray that God will give you peace of mind and heart, that with God's help your marriage will be saved . There is nothing that's to hard for God to fix. I also pray for your husband that he want to keep your marriage.

Rachel,,,just seek the Lord through prayer and reading the word,,im alone too,,,the closer u get to God,,the less this will bother, u been there done that,,but i just prayed for you,,,,