Curious

Am I the only one who wonder's how everything exist's and how it is impossible for nothing to exist.

For me I'm stuck in this paradox and it's hard for me to talk to people about it for fear that i will be considered a lunatic. But, have you ever wondered if this is all a facade'? If nothing is real yet, reality is the ultimate hoax if you will.... IDK this is all too crazy for me. I can't stand the thought existing because it doesn't make sense and I can't stand the thought of not existing alive because I AM EXISTING RIGHT NOW!

I know for a fact something created us, because our universe is not complete if you will...

Sometimes I wish God would have never made us to question our existence... I look around and see children run laugh and play. Makes me very nostalgic, I reminisce on my childhood with such lust. To be naive, care free, ignorant to the world around you is a blessing. I love to think about the 'Good Ol Days' if you will... The days were shooting b.b. guns at neighbors windows, sledding down MOUNTAINS, crashing dirt bikes, and talking about the future with such eager ambition were common and taken for granted. I don't believe youth is wasted on the young. I believe the Old waste their youth. To be honest I don't know what I am typing and I don't care. I am just venting because life is hitting me like a freight train. Why is it that we as humans strive to make an other more miserable in order to give some kind of twisted satisfaction. Why are we such a materialist culture. It brings me to tears thinking about the greed that swells in humanity. It festers and multiply's without vacation... Just from the simple nonchalant things of cutting people off in traffic to more obvious wars, politics, racism...

I miss being naive... I wish our culture embraced child like out looks on life instead of demanding stress and torture until your body is beyond fatigued...

Maybe my outlook is beyond skewed, maybe its beyond correct. To me that doesn't matter... People ask me what colleges have you applied to, what did you get on your act/sat. What type of job do you want... I have pondered these questions for a extraneous time... The only thing that could ever make me feel ful-filled is... IMPOSSIBLE. My ideal job would be making others realize the gift of life/happiness... At this point I don't know what I'm rambling about I'm going to post w/out rereading a single word so if you don't understand its okay. This is just a way for me to scream at the world.

sorry....

You can't be serious... right?

This reminds me of the lyrics to The Logical Song. Not that I'm picking on you, Laurich. I think you're a sharp cat.

Should have just posted that song, lol very fitting... First time I have heard it tho, thanks for pointing it out.

I'm just mad about how vindictive we are and how humans have taken the best gift we have ever known, LIFE and turned it into curse... I'm not just talking about adam and eve, I'm talking about Everything we do is for personal gain and to make another suffer...

You see more clearly than most. You know matter isn't really there, right? It's just vibrations of electrons around protons, and those are just electrical charges, and the atoms are full of holes. And you know the mind is just vibrating potential, right? And time is just the space for the potential to renew form?

Compared to God, reality is not real. It's a gift most people will never know, to see it that way. Even lack of faith only exists by faith. Without believing faith exists you can't question if it is there.

God created everything by His WORD. Even when He said the first word of creation, "let there be light". The earth must have said "huh?" because it had never heard the word "light" before. So God said, "look at my Son", because John (1:1-4) tells us "He was there in the beginning" and "in Him was life, and life was the light of men". The light is only defined by Jesus, and only in reference to us eventually being alive. You were created to ask the question, because you were created to have the faith, you are an image of God who created it all by faith in the same words that you use to ask the question.

[SUP]19 [/SUP]“Do not lay up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy and where thieves break in and steal; [SUP]20 [/SUP]but lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust destroys and where thieves do not break in and steal. [SUP]21 [/SUP]For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also."

God bless ya buddy. I'm glad you're contributing to the forums here.