To mister Blain, you might be taking your name the wrong way.
Maybe you are a "sore" on the world. As in, one of God's plagues on it.
And, for the record, that's the only the dictionary explanation, names lists show your name means "yellow", or "thin"
So maybe you're straight and narrow and covered in olive oil or something good like that. hahah.
Our names, even when our parents went random, are not coincidental. Use graceful interpretations not sad ones.