surronded by darkness

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sadgirl

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Has anyone ever felt so empty and alone even when surrounded by people you know or family. Has anyone been so tired of trying to be perfect and allways falling short. allways afraid of failing yet again proving to everyone around you that they were right all along that no matter how hard you try you will never be good enough that no matter what direction you look you are surrounded by darkness and when you look into peoples eyes all you see is pitty. wishing you could even just for a short moment be accepted but knowing deep in your heart that you dont even deserve a glimps of acceptence or an ounce of love. or look in the mirror and wonder way the hell god wasted his breath creating such a losser knowing that every thing you touch is tanted and usually destroyed. no matter how hard you try to be worthy you never messure up and just wish you could be loved but knowing that its allways just out of reach when you get a small glimps of hope you understand that its allways just out of reach.
 
Sharp

Sharp

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yep

i know the feeling

i reckon most people here do too

you need to hit rock bottom so you can have nothing else but Christ. nothing else to put your faith in. your life has to be an empty vessel in order for God to occupy it.

welcome to CC - hope you find fellowship here!
 
SoLoved

SoLoved

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Yeah, that feeling is definitely familiar to me.

Sharp has it right.

Welcome to CC!
 
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iliveforHim

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Sadgirl, I've been where you are...I was diagnosed with depression a long time ago. If your sadness is taking such a toll on your life, may I respectfully suggest you speak to your physician? She/He might be able to look further into the cause for your sadness. And of course, talk to the Main Guy and ask Him to walk you through this difficult path, and from personal experience, I guarantee He will come through for you!!!

I'n looking forward to getting to chat with you! :)

Ingrid
 
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SteveM

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Dear Sadgirl, Despite how you feel...you are accepted just the way you are by Jesus! He loves you no matter what. Quit trying to be so perfect...you can't be. All of us will ALWAYS fail at that. What is most important is that you realize this and just acknowledge your shortcomings and ask for forgiveness. You will be forgiven...and God sends your sins as far as the East is from the West...and He remembers them no more!
Awesome! Trust in Gods promises on this and just focus on your own personal relationship with God and he will lift you up.
I can tell you are an awesome person inside and God has great plans for you!!!
 
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