Im New and need a healing.

*I can't take it anymore Please I need your prayers.

I just found Jesus at 30 and have been staying close to God. I have sinned and am not perfect. I was touched by a heavely being glowing gold and the presents of pure love. I think it was Jesus or the holy spirit. It was the figure of a man but i could not see any facial features. He put his hand on top of my head and i felt a hot oil from my head to my toes . I was at church singing and worshiping our Holy father. I felt great love for the church singers on stage. I had fallen into sin off and on since i was touched October 2013. My health has been attacked over and over again . I have had a tacardia of my heart since i was 14. My heart will beat at 220 bpm out o the blue. I have prayed in the name of Jesus it Ian healed. I read the bible scriptures for a healing. Nothing. I get migraines that i want God to take. My face broke out with eczema in March. My mouth has developed horrible thrush. I rebuke the enemy in the name of Jesus but nothing. I am tired of it. Also i am dealing with my ex wanting 50/50 of our 2 year old. He wanted me to abort our child and left me 7 months pregnant for another women. I have surrendered to God . Cried out to God. Repented to God. Im getting to know Jesus as a friend. I do church, bible study, at one time i was doing bible study everyday for over a year. I can't even work because of my health. Every night i watch videos of Jesus and read my bible almost daily. I need a miracle. I have had hands laid on me nothing. I have faith i thought my healing will be a miracle for others to have there faith grow. Nothing. I had drank some so I thought because that God was mad at me. I have watched some lusty videos online but repented to God. HELP ME WHAT AM I DOING WRONG. The devil won't leave me alone or my family. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME OH HOLY FATHER FORGIVE MY SINS. I DON'T WANT TO BE CRIPPLED BY MY HEALTH PROBLEMS ANYMORE. I also just want my baby to be with me my baby can see the dad but not 50/50 . I am a mother and divorced my husband and met another guy and had my beautiful baby with him. So i think God is punishing me for my past sin. Even though my sins were forgiven. Please help.

I pray in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth for you to be healed and for you to believe that your sins were paid for by His Blood. Rest in Jesus and don't be afraid or anxious anymore. Trust in the Lord with all your heart and don't rely on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will direct your path. Forget the past and follow Him in peace of mind and heart.

Hello Kinaanik,

The reason you are not receiving the healing is, because the conditions are not right to do so within your life. Pastor Mel Bond does a teaching on this. His teaching is about an hour check it out. First you need deliverance and you will have to acknowledge your transgressions and repent for such.

Here is the link
Conditions for Miracles - Mel Bond - YouTube

[h=1]Psalm 23:3-5[/h]3 He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
4 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
5 Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.


[h=1]Psalm 46:10[/h]10 Be still, and know that I am God: I will be exalted among the heathen, I will be exalted in the earth.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EjZBZv_771o

Your troubles brought this song to mind....be blessed!

word of faith heresy

Hello and welcome,I hope you enjoy it here.

kinaanik, I often walk in the TRUTH of my healing for months, even years before I receive my healing physically. Unless the Lord SPECIFICALLY tells me I wont be healed then I will not listen to the enemies lies.......and God heals me....God has healed me more times than I can remember! He is the God of the impossible! So I REFUSE to doubt....regardless of my situation, regardless that circumstances (and often people) try telling me otherwise.

Jesus did a COMPLETED work on the cross which means ALL things can be restored in Him. God is NOT in the business of punishing people that are repentant.......you are FORGIVEN and there is NO condemnation for those In Christ.....therefore God is NOT angry with you because anger is not part of forgiveness! When God forgives " he removes our sin to the furthest corners of the earth"....if hes holding anger against you and punishing you then how can he have removed it from his sight? Those that truly repent will be forgiven.....if you are forgiven your sin is removed........so to say God is angry is also saying he has NO REASON to be angry cos your sin is nolonger before him! These things do not make sense. Maybe you need to forgive yourself?

It is SATAN who is the Father of lies....and tries to make out God is a monster, unforgiving, unloving and a harsh Father. Don't listen to his lies.

Learn to REST in God " for in repentence AND REST is your salvation" because rest also comes with trust.......and those that love God MUST trust God because Love always trust. You cannot love without trusting. So trust God is in FULL control. Don't listen to the enemies lies.

beautiful song. Yes!

Father God,
show this woman that you are not unjust. Help her in her desperation, for she feels you cannot hear her. If you are doing something behind the scenes, make this evident to her. Heal her of her illnesses and put her mind at peace. Wrap your arms around her and her son and do your will. Show her your great Love and Mercy and that she is forgiven. That you are not punishing her because she has repented to you. Heal this broken, shattered heart like only You can do.