Hello GC10, I have also been through a lot in the last 2 years and have been struggling to get my life back on track. I try every morning to realize how much worse things could be. It's hard when you are going through depression to see the light at the end of the tunnel but if you would like you could talk to people who can lift you up. Maybe you are in the right place. Keep your head up and thank God for all that you do have.