Humm...your HOPE is in JESUS CHRIST...better than the internet, better and closer than a brother. Muster up all the courage and faith you have and tell HIM all your troubles and trials..HE listens, HE cares, He answers and provides...without HIM, you and I have NOTHING but abandonment, betrayals, and loneliness. So where is JESUS in your life now? With HIM..all things are possible..yet..we read how lonely, how abandoned, etc. you 'feel'...sounds like something or someone has robbed you of the joy of your salvation. Is there such a thing as a true CHILD of GOD vexed with anxiety, always praying to leave this world? Sheesh! How effective are you to anyone in that kind of condition? It's all based on choice. You can choose your humanity side...or you can choose to walk in HIS spirit. You represent JESUS on earth...do others see JESUS in you? Who would want to follow CHRIST if YOU, as His representative, offer NO HOPE, NO JOY, and no nothing?
