I don't know what to do!

Go to the state welfare office for sure, they can direct you with CPR/First Aid, work with you on you GED, put you into a job that will train you.(To get you more certified).If you want babysitting as a career choice, they will guide you..especially if you work with parents, that have to get help from the state. People are looking more into who they will trust with their child, and want to know if you would know what to do in case of emergency.

You need to get yourself a GED. That is a minimum to work in today's society unless you are self-employed. And in your position, desperately needing a job, a GED might be your ticket. Fast food joints, or sit-down joints would probably hire you to be a waiter, but don't expect more than that. You can use that money to start a business or attend a community college and then transfer to a university. Either way, without at least a GED, you will not get far.

Hi! You even want to buy some stuff for your family. That's awesome! I can understand how much it feels when you want to do such good things for your family but you can't for some reasons.
In case you try to mobilize some resources so that you fulfill some of those things, let me know and I'd do something too.
Otherwise, I pray that soon you'll be wearing some glasses as you get set for a brighter future ahead of you.

God Bless!

A wild ago I had to change carrer and I started applying on work with handicape kids.
In day cares, in primary schools and now I am in charge of a care service in a school.
I got my diploma last summer and it's my employer that payed for my study.
The rule of success in any field is: when someone ask you to do a step with them do one step more.
Always do your best and do more then what people expect from you.
when it come from the heart work is pleasant. It's true I got lucky but when we do are best things open up.
Finish your high school somehow. I suggest that any step you make that you go in the direction that inspire you.
Don't take a job just for the money this make frustrated people.
2 year ago I got ticket from a friend that work in air canada to go to mexico.
I declared that I wanted to work in an orphenate and an other friend let me live in her house in bucerias mexico and I went to work in an orphenate. I didn't know she had a house there. Life is not agains us. There is 2 kind of people: the ones that find one problem for every solutions and the one that find's solution to every problem.
Find a solution, make volontaire work if you need something on your cv. The Christian are leaders. They are strong because they have help and they have faith. When we focus on the present moment and we are in action all are problem disapear because problem can only exist has a persistante taugth in or minds. In the reality that is always in the present moment there nothing that is a problem. Learn how to drive. I have dyslexia and I was terrified to drive. I jump in my car and I had all there fratening taugth about being a danger on the road. I had good reason not to drive but after a wild I could drive. I am not the best driver but I get from point A to B. Me passing my driven licence was a gift of God. When we are in action and we are in action thing's place. Didn't Jesus say life will take care of itself. It does !
I don't know if this make a difference for you. It's your life no one else then you can be in the driver sit of your life.
Courage is not to do something without being scared. It's doing something even if your scared. Eventualy fair disapears and the real life starts.