Hi Arenleee, my names Destiny and i understand what its like to go through a rough chapter. But i learned two things, if you stay in darkness too long, light hurts. But its worth it. God has it figured out and all you have to say is take it from me Lord. I know it sounds stupid but,Hes our Heavenly Father. He'lll alwayse be there for us, He will NEVER leave us nor fosake us, even if we do Him.