first off let me tell you about me I am a 66 year old preacher, I believe the gospel to be the word of God
when you got saved there was re-joying in heaven , and I am bless that you are now my sister in the lord Jesus Christ.
let me assure you that God loves you with all his heart, always know that God cares for you, and go tell others what God has done in your life, pray always for God guidance and help, he cares for you . pray for me as well,