The God that I love and believe in cares about mankind , he proved his love by offering his only son on the cross . God will is that no one go to hell. even the rich man who went to hell, wanted someone sent back to earth to tell his five brother about salvation, God loves and cares about each of us , and it's not in his will that anyone should go to hell, I can assure you friend that God loves you with all his heart , love him back and you will find perfect peace,