Hello all. Been snifin around this site for a while. Figured I'd officially check in. I like this place. Seems like a lot of good people here.
I've been a Christian my whole life - except for the 12 hours I disavowed Him. Boy, did He kick my a$$ seven ways to next Thursday over that. I totally deserved it. But as screwed up as my life is, He is there for me, getting me through anything I come up against. Both of my own mistakes (most of the time) and circumstances beyond my control.
Unfortunately I have no friends, so He is my best friend also. Maybe I'll find a few here. This post will time-out before I could even come close to telling my whole story. Cliff-notes version: severe depression my whole life, major ptsd for the past 15 years, black sheep of my family, 2 time loser at marriage, questionable father. I tend to rush in where angels fear to tread, but that's my job and I'm really good at it, so it's ok.
Not so good at computer stuff, social media or making friends. Maybe thatll change. Thanks for taking the time to read this. God bless.
I've been a Christian my whole life - except for the 12 hours I disavowed Him. Boy, did He kick my a$$ seven ways to next Thursday over that. I totally deserved it. But as screwed up as my life is, He is there for me, getting me through anything I come up against. Both of my own mistakes (most of the time) and circumstances beyond my control.
Unfortunately I have no friends, so He is my best friend also. Maybe I'll find a few here. This post will time-out before I could even come close to telling my whole story. Cliff-notes version: severe depression my whole life, major ptsd for the past 15 years, black sheep of my family, 2 time loser at marriage, questionable father. I tend to rush in where angels fear to tread, but that's my job and I'm really good at it, so it's ok.
Not so good at computer stuff, social media or making friends. Maybe thatll change. Thanks for taking the time to read this. God bless.