It's great to have found a wonderful Christian chat site. Well this is all new to me, I was looking for a sight to hopefully come across those in my situation and also to encourage others through my trials. I constantly look to God for wisdom, strength, and direction. He is the only one who can sustain, and comfort me through my afflictions and trials. Oh but the pain that can drown you when you miss someone dearly... And the Joy in knowing that my beloved husband has gone home to be with the King of Kings. It will be a year soon, and my heart and soul yearns for him. But I know God has great plans for me and my boys.