Welcome to this forum, girl! Nice to meet you. I so appreciate your desire to reorganize your spiritual life, and I know it’s extremely important to strengthen your walk with the Lord. He will surely be pleased in this longing of your heart, and I know that He will be faithful to you as you “Seek first His kingdom and His righteousness...” I’d suggest that you start the habit of reading your Bible daily and praying regularly. You may also find a Bible study group in your area. May God draw you closer to Himself and help you to grow in Him in the days ahead.