Sick and tired please pray for me

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Jay77

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Hello my names jerry im up because i cant sleep i feel sick and lost im tired of the way i been living 2 lives n church and in the world today my wife left me with my kids i cant blame her im not looking for sympathy but weres god were can i meet or hear him i been so lost for so long and im just tired of this life ...
 

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Hello my names jerry im up because i cant sleep i feel sick and lost im tired of the way i been living 2 lives n church and in the world today my wife left me with my kids i cant blame her im not looking for sympathy but weres god were can i meet or hear him i been so lost for so long and im just tired of this life ...
***(praying)***just commit to change for the Lord--- you can't do it yourself--- He'll give you strength...
 
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Jay77

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Hello thank u i have no idea how to im so depressed i cant handle much more i feel like im gonna loose my mind any second now i been crying all day im 40 from los angeles grew up to drug addicted parents and gang related i thot i cud get away with it all i never seen a father work for my mother my moms currently living near skid row l.a i got married n played house never appreciated my wife cuz i thot working for her was more than what my mom got i had an affair n had another child while i was married i didnt think of anything but myself i cant deal with my issues i went to church and still cudnt save my family this is hard im not a victim i just never knew god but i feel so empty right now i deserve this but i dont feel any jesus or godly spirit whT so ever
 
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Call out to God he can hear you anywhere you are. Ask him for forgiveness for your sins & he will forgive you. Ask him to come into your life & he will. Jesus has his arms wide open to receive you anytime you call upon his name. I pray the lord comforts you & removes any depression you are going through
 
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Jay77

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Ok thank you .
 
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SweetmorningDew78

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Hi! Bro :) Welcome to CC!

Don't let the enemy discourage you. The enemy is a liar!Let Jesus fill in the hole in your heart! The enemy wants you to feel empty so that you will going to turn your back from God. Humble yourself to God and ask for forgiveness. HE is a gracious GOD.

Look at these verses in Matthew 11:28-30 "Come to Me,all you who labor and are heavy Laden, and I will give you rest 29 "Take my yoke upon you and learn from Me,for I am gentle and lowly in heart,and you will find rest for your souls. 30 "For my yoke is easy and my burden is light." I always share this because it helps me when life is hard and I feel like I can't go on anymore...

Father God, I pray for Jerry calm his troubled heart give him peace and clarity of mind wrap him into your loving arms in Jesus name. Amen!
 

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I'm praying for God to restore your family and sense of self-worth. Glad to have you join us. Welcome to CC.
 
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Jay77

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Appreciate that . Havent slept much but i get what ur saying its true my words r heavy wen i pray like im not worth gods time he was always there but my sins held me down so long i grew angry and bitter till i pushed everyone away and now its like i feel ydidnt he help me not get to this point i loose no matter what but i just hope god hears good ppls prayers and looks at me n says ok ill help him...thnk you.
 
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Ariel82

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That is why grace is given to those who don't deserve it,

Our sins are too heavy to bear, but Jesus died on the cross for us.

We deserve a lot worse than what has been dealt to us in this life, but Jesus died so we might be cleansed of our sins.

He bore the punishment for us and allows us to become adopted children of God.

Have you accepted Jesus as savior? Asked the Holy Spirit to lead and guide you? Allowed God to heal your brokenness?

We will continue to pray with you. God loves you and is listening. He wants to wipe away every tear and embrace you in His love and teach you His ways. Are you listening? Do you have faith to believe in Him and His promises?
 
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Jay77

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es im hear im sorry i sound so weak im embarrassed but i have no real good ppl n my life most my friends been n prison long periods of time N laff at my problems i laff it off n act tuff but n private im a wreck i like what everyone is saying im sorry to speak like a kid whos lost but i cant b anyone else im just so broken
 
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Jay77

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ok thank you for your time n thots
 
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Hello my names jerry im up because i cant sleep i feel sick and lost im tired of the way i been living 2 lives n church and in the world today my wife left me with my kids i cant blame her im not looking for sympathy but weres god were can i meet or hear him i been so lost for so long and im just tired of this life ...
Just listen. He's trying to speak to you.
 
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Jay77

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Thank u very nice website i found god blesd u all i am grateful for the kind words everyone just says ill b ok when i wont i needed a friend and strangerd helped me ...
 
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Did you ask yourself why you had an affair? Would you still be living sinfully if your wife was still with you? Do you really want God or do you just want the pain to stop? The difference is people who just want the pain to stop, return to their sins after the healing starts to take effect. The Heavenly Father can help you and deliver you from yourself. Sit in a quiet place and wait. Don't talk, just listen. Don't think about your pain just close your eyes and be still. God will speak to you.
 
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Jay77

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This site amazes me i never of so many smart ppl in one place im being serious ur question is valid and i fot all my emotions figuring out y i did this i grew up n a violent world were my dad shot ppl n front of me and my mother wud smoke pcp pregnant with my lil sister i went to jail at 15 amd was committing armed robberies all over l.a i thot i cud do as i felt that my dad did my mom didnt care my grama was also on drugs i made a family to escape my life n got a great job and another on the weekends for nice things i met a girl that was so opposite myself and nice i didnt know such a woman existed i cudnt stop seeing her..n now i look back and my wife came from my same world her dad died of heroin her mother went to prison and we never really got to love n a peqcefull enviroment always stressfull we went to church vacations i beg god every hour for a new brain and to be strong its not an act but making another child who my wife wamts me to have nothing to do with an order to be n the home makes me feel like a coward even tho i did this to everyone were does my love child go i pay child support n see him he knows me hes almost 5 i 3 others 16 13 n 22 who i messed up im sorry but this is my story i came here for help never to disrespect n use god like i know so well im paying for what ive sown and i shuda been dead many of times i dont know what god my creator is telling me ....
 

blue_ladybug

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He's trying to tell you that you need to let go of that lifestyle. That you need to let go of the past, and leave all your mistakes there. He's trying to tell you that you need to stop blaming yourself for all the wrong things you've done, and seek forgiveness from God, as well as from yourself. Take Hungry's advice. Sit and be silent, and just listen. :)
 
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Jay77

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Ok thank u i appreciate everyone very much its so hard to forget the dna nside of me but i will do as u say...
 

blue_ladybug

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God created you, he knows your DNA. But you can't blame him for how your life progressed. God didn't make your dad a murderer. He didn't make your mom a drug addict. And He didn't make you go into the wrong side of life,either. He gave us free will to make our own choices. We have no one to blame but ourselves, if we make the wrong choices and reap the consequences of those actions.


Ok thank u i appreciate everyone very much its so hard to forget the dna nside of me but i will do as u say...
 
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Jay77

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Your right i wish i was more positive but that was so hard to go thru and the result i ended up hating myself for not being who i wanted to be i played baseball went to hawaii on a world tournament i was good i loved baseball but i thot god cudnt fix my family my lil sister had 10 kids by diff dads shes n jail as we speak my other sister got molested and i had a chance to kill that person but i prayed instead and he went back to mexico cops never arrested him i thot praying wud help it didnt n that kills me i didnt do anything as much things as i did i did nothing n wen my grama died of a heart attack cus she cudnt stop getting high i lost it ..i know it might sound like an excuse and sweet sayings cud have magicly erased it all it cudnt i never talk about any of this but i know someone really with god is listening to me ..im sorry to drag this on but lets be honest im here to get help so this is all me...1 thing that shames me is i had 2 friends i wud joy ride with 1 got killed n the car that night i was n n the other got a life sentence no parol im the only 1 who made it and look what i did with it ..