Yes, I have a wonderful Christian counselor who is also a pastor and she spends a cpl hours with me every week. That has helped immensely, it is just hard to keep going between my visits with her. But I suffer from treatment-resistant depression which complicates things. When my husband contacts me, I am a mess, and she has advised me to minimize contact at this time while I work on getting stronger and allowing God to help me. The fact that my husband has lied to and manipulated me really has done a lot of harm to my emotional state. He knows how to push my buttons and tries to make me feel guilty for leaving home, but I had no choice. I no longer felt safe there and my doctor advised me to leave. Another counselor had told me that also, but I didn't know where to go. So I hid from my husband a lot. Thanks for your concern.