Hello Momof2 - God is still in control and He still loves you more than I can put into words even. He has plans for you, plans to prosper you and not harm you. Plans to give you hope and a future. This is an understandably horrific moment, but God promises He will keep us from falling; this too will pass. and in the days ahead, He will establish your steps. So, this is a crossroads, and I don't know the whole story so there may still be hope, only God would know that. But suffice it to say, we welcome you here and we want to encourage and comfort you during this difficult time. My empathy is with you. I went thru a 29 year marriage that she wanted to trade in for worldly endeavors...(3 boy's).
"Father, You are the God of miracles and have the power to heal all wounds. Lord, I ask You to be Momof2's refuge right now, as she enters a crossroads of emotions, I pray you will direct her closer and not further from You, build her perseverance so that she will have a forged Character loving You all the more, and showing the world Your glory thru answered prayers for her situation.
Lord, comfort her and remind her of Your deep unyielding love for her that will guide and direct her thru this time of hardship. We, as her family in Christ, offer our prayers for her because we love her as well, as a sibling, and child of God. Be with her in the things to come Lord, and regardless of the road ahead help her to sit in Your rest first before walking thru the wall. Hold her hand and keep her from harm, we claim Your promise.... in Jesus name, AMEN!"
We are all here if you need us. There are prayer threads as well, and other counseling tools to help, try to search out those tools and if you need anything let us know ok?, we want to help if we can. My name is Dan and it has been a pleasure to meet you. I pray God will give you rest as you go to Him for rest.