Truth be told I am not where I need to be in God's presence. I am actually far from, but I am willing to go wherever he calls me. I won't call myself a Christian as I have not been baptised nor am I active in the house of the Lord, but I am trying to be there. Honestly, he's called upon me in the past and I have denied him and ran away.
I really want to be closer to him and by being in a community like this, I might be able to.