Keep knocking, keep asking, keep seeking, remember if you are truly saved, then no one can snatch you out the palm of His Mighty hands...Confess whatever made you turn away from Him, repent and change your ways, be truly sorry, Godly sorrow not worldly sorrow, keep on keeping on and never give up, the devil wants you to give up, tell him to get behind you in the name of Jesus Christ , everyday is fresh grace, fresh mercy, new starts, thank God for today, He is on your mind, that says alot, i would worry if He never crossed your thoughts...xox...