I’m so sorry to hear that, friend. My heart goes out to you at this time, and I wish I could give you a hug. Divorce is painful no matter what the cause. Have you ever considered talking with a counselor? Do you think that's something that might be helpful for you? A caring professional might be able to give you solid guidance. I just said a prayer for you, asking the Lord to provide the strength, comfort, and help you need at this time. Stay strong. Sending hugs & prayers your way!