I'm a little challenged in regards to tech also so don't feel bad.
There are a lot of positive members on this site that are always willing to listen, pray and encourage each other. God absolutely has a good plan for your life. Jesus said in the bible that those that love and serve Him will do even greater things than He did while He walked the earth. Perhaps one day you won't alone anymore. Glad to have you as part of our family. Welcome to CC.