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Hi.
So I'm not like most people who joined here in order to praise God for bringing him/her here. I actually joined in order to ask for some help and/or advice.
I grew up with only an Asian mother, who is very spiritual. I, myself, am Christian as well. As a result, I've been raised as most other Asian kids have been raised -- get good grades, be a good Christian, do well, excel at what you do, etc.
Unfortunately, I have this strange urge to dress as a boy. I am a tomboy, and most people who know me know that, as well. Everyone at school is fine with it, but the people at my church and in my family take it the wrong way. I cut my hair really short last summer, to the point that I was mistaken as a guy everywhere I went (even my friends couldn't recognize me for a while). Then, I got criticized by lots of my church members. I got sick of being harassed so I just told them that it was the hair stylist's fault and they cut it way too short and the whole situation calmed down. However, that suppresses my inner urges even more. I can't help but want to look like the opposite gender.
I remember in the beginning of high school, I went to a website that listed over 600 sins listed in the Bible; one of which was dressing in clothes that made you look the gender you aren't born to be. How should I cope with this? There's a really good Catholic friend of mine, who is a girl, but she dresses so boyish that I envy her so much. Her family seems fine with it and I don't hear people complain about her. Is it wrong to try to pursue looking like a boy?
Oh, and that's not the only problem. There are times when I want to dress really girly as well. I absolutely adore cute things, and so there are times when I just want to look as feminine as possible. I don't know if I have multiple personalities or something, but right now, I'm either trying to look like a guy or look like a girl.
Any help or advice?
Thanks a lot.
So I'm not like most people who joined here in order to praise God for bringing him/her here. I actually joined in order to ask for some help and/or advice.
I grew up with only an Asian mother, who is very spiritual. I, myself, am Christian as well. As a result, I've been raised as most other Asian kids have been raised -- get good grades, be a good Christian, do well, excel at what you do, etc.
Unfortunately, I have this strange urge to dress as a boy. I am a tomboy, and most people who know me know that, as well. Everyone at school is fine with it, but the people at my church and in my family take it the wrong way. I cut my hair really short last summer, to the point that I was mistaken as a guy everywhere I went (even my friends couldn't recognize me for a while). Then, I got criticized by lots of my church members. I got sick of being harassed so I just told them that it was the hair stylist's fault and they cut it way too short and the whole situation calmed down. However, that suppresses my inner urges even more. I can't help but want to look like the opposite gender.
I remember in the beginning of high school, I went to a website that listed over 600 sins listed in the Bible; one of which was dressing in clothes that made you look the gender you aren't born to be. How should I cope with this? There's a really good Catholic friend of mine, who is a girl, but she dresses so boyish that I envy her so much. Her family seems fine with it and I don't hear people complain about her. Is it wrong to try to pursue looking like a boy?
Oh, and that's not the only problem. There are times when I want to dress really girly as well. I absolutely adore cute things, and so there are times when I just want to look as feminine as possible. I don't know if I have multiple personalities or something, but right now, I'm either trying to look like a guy or look like a girl.
Any help or advice?
Thanks a lot.