my wife left me about a year ago.she is never returning,she has moved on with another man.legally we are married.I have been very lonley and grieving.I prayed for the lord to place another woman into my life.I have always been a faithful man and I love her very much,I did everything I could to save my marriage.I have begun online discussions with other women and over time talking about sex becomes inevitable.I long for a woman’s companionship.would I be sinning and living In immorality if I was to turn to a woman