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I am a 37 Y.O. Engaged Christian male from Texas. I have what seems to be a constant struggle with my faith it seems. I find it all too easy to talk to God when I am at my lowest, I seek his will, try to abide by his law and then when he lifts me up starts blessing and enriching my life what do I do? I steal his Glory I take all of the credit for the works he does in my life then guess what ? I blame him when it all starts going away again. Where our Father amazes me the most is everytime I stray he's there open arms to welcome me back again. I recently realized something was missing in my life , my ability to simply enjoy each day he has given me. I've had good intentions a while you know after work I'm going to read my Bible type thing and then when I get off work something always draws my attention away from that and it has not had a single page flipped in over 6 month's now. Sunday I went back to Church trying to find that fire that thirst for his word I prayed for his will to be done in my life only this time I left out the parts about what I felt his will in my life should be. The very next day my wall came down and God started revealing to me aAll of the places I have went wrong , and wow ! i had no clue how many things he has revealed to me about myself in just 2 short days . Anyway would love to make friends on here with people willing to lift they're brother up when he backslides . God Bless you all!